I'm Thinking of Ending Things



—There’s one other thing I wanted to ask about: the note.

—What?

—The note. Near his body. I was told there was a note.

—You heard about that?

—Yes.

—It wasn’t so much of a note as . . . well, it was detailed.

—Detailed?

—Some kind of diary, maybe, or story.

—Story?

—I mean, he wrote about characters, or maybe they were people he knew. But then, he’s in the story, too, except he’s not the one telling it. Well, maybe he is. In a way. I don’t know. I’m not sure I follow it. I can’t tell what’s true and what’s not. And yet . . .

—Does it explain why? Does it explain why he . . . ended things?

—I’m not sure. We’re not really sure. Maybe.

—What do you mean? He either explained it or he didn’t.

—It’s just . . .

—What?

—It’s not that simple. I don’t know. Here. Look at this.

—What is all this? This is a lot of pages. Is this what he wrote?

—Yes. You should read it. But maybe start at the end. Then circle back. First, though, I think you better sit down.





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