What You Left Behind

What now?

Lucy just had the worst week ever. And suddenly, it’s all too much—she wants out. Out of her house, out of her head, out of her life. She wants to be a whole new Lucy. So she does something the old Lucy would never dream of.

And now her life will never be the same. Now, how will she be able to have a boyfriend? What will she tell her friends? How will she face her family? Now, every moment is a precious gift. She never thought being positive could be so negative. But now, everything’s different…because now she’s living with HIV.

Praise for My Life After Now: “Debut author Verdi paints Lucy’s devastation and her tangled emotions with honestly and compassion…telling Lucy’s story with realism and hope.”

—Publishers Weekly “Verdi forces her readers to face Lucy’s dilemma with unflinching honestly and unfaltering compassion. A gem of a novel.”

—RT Book Reviews, 4? Stars, Top Pick of the Month





About the Author


Jessica Verdi lives in Brooklyn, New York, and received her MFA in Creative Writing from The New School. She seeks out good stories and finds inspiration from the people she meets and her travels around the world. Jessica is also the author of My Life After Now and The Summer I Wasn’t Me. Visit her at jessicaverdi.com and follow her on Twitter @jessverdi.

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