Under the Wide and Starry Sky

Under the Wide and Starry Sky - Nancy Horan

Part One

CHAPTER 1

1875

“Where are the dogs?” Sammy asked, staring up at her.

Fanny Osbourne stood at the boat’s rail, holding an umbrella against the August drizzle. Her feet were planted apart, and each of her boys leaned against a leg. Around them, a forest of masts creaked in the dark harbor. Beyond, the city was a black paper cutout, ?at against the gray sky.

“We’ll see the dogs tomorrow,” she promised. “Are they sleeping now?” the boy asked. “Yes, they’re surely sleeping.”

Lanterns illuminated the other passengers, whose weary faces re?ected her own fatigue. After a ten-day Atlantic crossing, she and the children had traveled by rail from Liverpool to this paddleboat for the tail end of their journey, across the English Channel from London to Antwerp. Now they huddled on deck among the others—mostly American and English businessmen—waiting for some sign that they could disembark.

Fanny had begun spinning stories about the famous cart-pulling dogs of Antwerp soon after they boarded the ship in New York. As her sons’ patience waned during the long trip, the dogs’ feats became increasingly more fantastic. They swam out to sea to rescue the drowning, dug through the mud to unearth gold, gripped trousers in their teeth and pulled old men out of burning buildings. When they weren’t busy delivering milk around town, the dogs carried children through the cobblestone streets, calling upon bakers who handed out sugar-dusted cakes and apple fritters. Now, anchored a few feet away from the great port city, it occurred to Fanny that the dogcart might be a thing of the past in Antwerp these days.

“Eleven o’clock,” said Mr. Hendricks, the baby-faced surgeon from New York who stood nearby, eyeing his pocket watch. “I suspect we won’t be getting o? this boat tonight.” They watched a cluster of customs o?cials exchange heated Flemish with the captain of their channel steamer.

“Do you understand what is happening?” Fanny asked. “The Belgians are refusing to inspect anyone’s trunks until tomorrow.” “That’s impossible! There aren’t enough beds on this little boat for all of us.”

The surgeon shrugged.  “What can one do? It’s all part of the journey, dear lady. I am philosophical about these things.”

“And I am not,” she muttered. “The children are exhausted.”

“Shall I try to secure sleeping cabins for you?” Mr. Hendricks asked, his pretty features wreathed in concern.

The doctor had been kind to Fanny from the moment she’d met him at dinner the ?rst evening of the voyage. “Why, art!” she responded when he asked what had prompted her journey. “Culture. Isn’t that the reason Americans travel to Europe?” The man had stared intently at her across the table, as if deciding whether she was mad or heroic for bringing her three children abroad for an entire year.

“My daughter and I will study ?gure drawing and painting,” she’d explained. “I want her to have classical training with the best.”

“Ah,” he said knowingly,  “you, too, then, are a  voluntary exile. I come for the same reason—the best of everything Europe has to o?er. This year it is Paris in the autumn, then Italy for the winter.”

She had watched him maneuver a forkful of peas into his mouth and wondered when he had  time  to  work.  He  was  a  bachelor  and  quite  rich,  judging  from  his  itinerary  and impeccable clothing. His soft black ringlets framed an unlined forehead, round pink cheeks, and the lips of a putti. She had glanced at Sammy next to her, pushing his peas onto a spoon with his left thumb. “Watch how Mr. Hendricks does it,” she whispered in the boy’s ear.

“I can see you have mettle, Mrs. Osbourne,” the surgeon said. “Do you have any French?” “I don’t, but Belle knows a little.”

“If  the  Old  World  is  to  work  its  magic  on  your  children,  they’ll  need  to  learn  the language. Flemish is spoken in Belgium, but French is a close second. If you plan to travel at all, that is the better language.”

“Then we all must learn it.”

Having  determined the fastest route to the mother’s a?ections,  the surgeon  smilingly made his o?er.  “I would be happy to teach you a few phrases.” Every afternoon for the remainder of the journey, he had conducted language lessons for her and the children in the ship’s library.

Now she told Hendricks, “Don’t ask about the sleeping accommodations quite yet. Give me a few moments.”

Fanny glanced over at her daughter, Belle, who shared an umbrella with the nanny. She beckoned the girl, then bent down to her older boy. “Go to Miss Kate, Sammy,” she said. “You, too, Hervey.” She lifted the three-year-old and carried him to the governess. “Do keep in the background with the children, Kate,” Fanny told the young woman, who took the boy into her sturdy arms. “It’s best the o?cials don’t see our whole entourage. Belle, you come with me.”

The girl’s eyes pleaded as she ducked under her mother’s umbrella. “Do I have to?” “You needn’t say a word.” Looking distraught would be no challenge for Belle right now.
The wind had whipped the girl’s dark hair into a bird’s nest. Brown crescents hung below her eyes. “We’re almost there, darlin’.” Fanny Osbourne grabbed her daughter’s hand and pushed through a sea of shoulders to reach the circle of o?cials. Of the Belgians, only one —a lanky gray-headed man—had a promising aspect. He started with surprise when Fanny rested a gloved hand on his forearm. “Do you understand English, sir?” she asked him.
He nodded.

“We are ladies traveling alone.”

The o?cial, a foot taller than she, stared down at her, rubbing his forehead. Beneath the hand cupped over his brow, his eyes traveled artlessly from her mouth to her waist.
“We have come all the way from New York and have experienced nothing but chivalry from the English officers on our ship. Surely there must be some way …”
The Belgian shifted from foot to foot while he looked off to the side of her head. “Sir,” Fanny said, engaging his eyes. “Sir, we entrust ourselves to your courtesy.”

In a matter of minutes, the plump little surgeon was trundling their luggage onto the pier.  On  deck,  the other passengers fumed as a  customs man  lifted the lids of  Fanny’s trunks,  gave  the  contents  a  perfunctory  glance,  and  motioned  for  her  party  to  move through the gate.

“Bastards!” someone shouted at the o?cials as Fanny and her family, along with Mr. Hendricks, followed a porter who loaded their trunks on a cart and led them toward an open horse-drawn wagon with enormous wheels.

Near the terminal, masses of people waited beneath a metal canopy. Women in head

scarves sat on stu?ed grain sacks clutching their earthly valuables: babies, food baskets, rosaries, satchels. One woman clasped a violin case to her chest.

“They come from all over,” said the surgeon as he helped the children into the wagon. “They’re running from some war or potato ?eld. This is their last stop before America. You can be sure the pickpockets are working tonight.”

Fanny shuddered. Her hand went to her breast to make certain the pouch of bills sewn into her corset was secure, and then to her skirt pocket, where she felt the smooth curve of her derringer. Her left hand reached into the other pocket, where it touched the round silver art school medal she’d tucked in before leaving San Francisco.

“Take them to the H?tel St. Antoine,” Hendricks ordered the driver as the last trunk was hoisted into the back of the vehicle. He turned to Fanny. “When you know where you will be staying permanently, leave a forwarding address at the desk. I will write to you from Paris.” He squeezed her hand, then lifted her into the wagon. “Take care of yourself, dear lady.”

than an hour later, ensconced in the only available room of the hotel, she stepped behind a  screen,  untied her  corset,  and groaned with  relief  as it  dropped to the  ?oor, money pouch and all. She threw a nightgown over her head and climbed into bed between her slumbering boys. In the narrow bed an arm’s length away, Belle’s head protruded from one end of the sheet, while Miss Kate’s open mouth sent up a snore from the other.
Fanny leaned against the headboard, eyes open. It had been a harrowing monthlong journey to get to this bed. Twelve days’ travel on one rock-hard train seat after another from California to Indianapolis. A few days’ respite at her parents’ house, followed by a mad dash on a wagon across ?ooded rivers to catch the train to New York before their tickets expired.

Six thousand miles lay between Fanny and her husband. Whether he would send her money,  as  he  had  promised,  was  uncertain.  Tomorrow  she  would  think  about  that. Tomorrow she would enroll herself and Belle at the art academy and wangle a ride on a dogcart for the boys. Tomorrow she would find a cheap apartment and begin a new life.
She got out of bed and went to the window. Across the square, Notre Dame Cathedral soared above the other night shapes of Antwerp. The rain had stopped, and the unclouded moon poured white light through the lacy stone cutwork of the church spire. When the

cathedral bells rang out midnight, she caught her breath. She had believed in signs since she was a girl. The clanging, loud and joyful as Christmas matins, hit her marrow and set loose a month’s worth of tears.

If that isn’t a good omen, she thought, I don’t know what is. She climbed back into bed, slid down between her boys, and slept at last.