Chapter 25
Jack watched his baby sleep. He looked more relaxed than he had since they’d been together. The clock was ticking on their thirty days and as much as Jack had worried about it, seeing how Rebel looked that morning took some of the stress away. He looked years younger, and what was even more extraordinary was the fact that his lover’s hand was wrapped around the chain that attached him to the bed. He was glad now he hadn’t put the wrist cuffs on. The sight of him holding onto the chain made all of it worth it.
There was no way he was getting up. He had a feeling Rebel would wake up if he tried and the man needed his sleep. With everything that was said yesterday he knew a lot more than just Jack’s buying him clothes was bothering him. The submission itself was, but that would pass, the problem was that he wasn’t sure of himself. Thinking that he wasn’t good enough for anyone to actually love…problem. Having people beating him instead of loving him…problem
“Jack?”
Jack’s eyes slid up to meet Rebel’s and he smiled. “Good morning Rebel.”
“Good morning.” Rebel sat up and looked at his hand, seeing the chain there and chuckled. “Weird.”
“But good.”
Rebel nodded and chuckled again. “Yeah that’s it. Weird but good.”
Jack wagged his fingers at Rebel and his boy climbed up into his lap, settling there with his head resting on Jack’s shoulder. His boy just melted there, clinging to every available bit of Jack he could touch. “You’re beautiful. Fuck. You look good on a dog chain.”
“Just no puppy ears,” Rebel laughed and kissed over Jack’s jaw. “I saw some pictures on the internet. Scary shit.”
Jack moved him so he could look at his face. “You’ve been looking stuff up still?”
Nodding he said, “Yeah sure. I want to learn as much as I can about it but reading on it and looking at pictures doesn’t come close to actually doing it.”
He couldn’t believe his ears. He’d left Rebel the laptop out but he had no idea Rebel was still researching BDSM. “That’s true, nothing is like feeling it. Now living it. I’m glad you are reading about it though. It tells me a lot.” He stopped and laughed too. “I do agree about some of it. I don’t judge what other’s do of course, especially because of the things I enjoy but there is a whole lot of things I don’t even want to try and dressing you and making you act like a puppy is one of them.”
“Good.” Rebel had laughter in his eyes again and it was a welcome change from the lack of trust of the day before. It was great and it made his heart soar.
“Let’s get morning routines over huh? I have a lot planned for you today and if you are good I may use the new goodies on you tonight.”
Rebel’s eyes looked like they had glitter in them. “New goodies?” Then his smile faded. “But you said I couldn’t come for three days.”
Jack chuckled even though he tried to hold it back. “I know and that still stands. I never said I couldn’t enjoy your body and come as many times as I want though. The perks of being the Master.”
Rolling his eyes Rebel said, “One of many.”
Jack smacked Rebel’s ass getting a yelp from his lover. “Like you get nothing out of it!”
“I never said that!”
Jack was glad there was laughter and happiness with them after such a rough night. Jack wordlessly moved Rebel around until he was prone over his thighs, perky sweet ass under his hand, leg’s spread and barely touching the floor while his head rested on the bed. The morning discipline meant more that morning. Rebel’s ass reached up to meet each strike of Jack’s hand, his voice gravely as he moaned and wailed. Jack listened to it, feeling like he could come just from hearing his boy and once the spanking was over he brought Rebel up to devour his mouth in a kiss before he made his sub kneel on the floor between his legs.
“Suck and drink me down boy.”
“Fuck!” Rebel’s hand rubbed up Jack’s thighs only a second before his mouth was on the full cock. Rebel sucked him like he was a starving man and even with the cock cage on he was humping the air as he did it. His noises hummed vibration through Jack’s balls and Jack came fast, holding Rebel’s head in place until every drop was swallowed.
All he wanted then was to fall back on the bed and sleep some more. Rebel not only drained his balls but his will to continue the day but he had to push himself. Rebel had some punishment and some submission set for the day.
“Master, fuck you are so hot,” Rebel panted out on his thigh after cleaning Jack’s cock and Jack’s hand caressed through his boy’s hair lovingly.
“Shit you too. Okay help your old Master up and let’s finish this morning stuff. I have plans for the day for you.”
Plans didn’t cover it. For the rest of that day and the next Rebel was not allowed to speak unless Jack asked him a direct question. He was to follow Jack to heel, just in back and to the left of him, address him as Master whenever he was allowed to speak and kneel whenever they weren’t walking anywhere. Jack kept his new toys in the bag in the closet for the time being. Rebel was getting a crash course in submission.
The hardest part for Rebel was probably that Jack made him ask permission to urinate and when he was allowed to Jack went with him and not only watched but held Rebel’s dick for him. Rebel blushed crimson the first few times but after enough trips to the bathroom, he got more used to it.
He was in cuffs at all times except when he was bathing or washing dishes so when Jack brought him into the bedroom at the end of the second day and took the cuffs off he smiled as he watched Rebel lifting his arms.
Jack rubbed over the wrists and asked, “Feel strange without them?”
“Yeah, really strange. It’s like they’re still there.”
Jack nodded. “They are. I want you to think of them there always. That I’m there always.” Jack kissed over his knuckles as he said, “I want you to speak freely. You don’t have to wait to be asked. There has been some things on your mind and I need to know what they are.”
Rebel looked down at the comforter and ran his fingers there while he was sitting with legs pretzeled. “So there’s not much time left.”
“For what baby?” Rebel still wouldn’t look at him so Jack lifted his chin and asked again. “For what? Answer me.”
“The thirty days and I just wondered if you could let me know…I mean if you still want me around when they’re over.”
That hit Jack so hard it nearly knocked him over. “It may have started as me trying to get you to stay. Started for the two of us to see if we were compatible but that changed for me almost immediately. I know now that I want you to stay. I want us together forever. What the thirty days for me is now…I want to see if we will want to live this lifestyle 24/7, or if we want to stop it all together.”
Rebel’s eyes showed his confusion. “I thought…well I thought it was still-“
“I’m sorry. That’s my fault. I did think I made it clear that I wanted you around.”
Blushing Rebel said, “You have.”
“Then tell me, we have 13 days left. Do you think you want to stay? Do you feel like you can be with me forever?”
Rebel’s eyes searched his and the smile he got was priceless. “Yes. I want you. I want to be yours.”
Jack felt his heart leap right out of his chest but he stayed calm and serious. “Good, me too. How about the lifestyle so far? Do you think we should keep going with it? After the thirty days?”
Rebel bit his bottom lip, a move that was starting to drive Jack crazy. As much as he loved it, it was an obvious gesture of nervousness and that was something he never wanted from Rebel unless he was creating it with anticipation of something good.
“I like it. Fuck it’s true, this shit makes me fly. I never knew anything could be so cool, but you never did it that way. You said the way you did it with your husband was just on weekends and stuff.”
Jack nodded through most of this and said, “That’s true but you aren’t Martin and I’m not the Jack I was when I was with him. Different men, different ways of doing things and for us I think this works but we do still have almost two weeks. Let’s table this until then. Well not all of it. If you have concerns tell me now please.”
“I do. It’s not a concern and it is kind of for after. I’ve read a lot about ways to prove I’m yours. I’ve read about contracts, written ones though not the feeling it out one we are in now. Are we going to commit that much to all of this?”
Fuck he loved this man. Rebel came off as this carefree, not a worry in the world guy and in actuality he thought most things completely through and wanted to have things arranged in detail. “Yes, baby I’ve already considered all of that. It’s too soon for a collar or tattoo that is customary. That will require a long-term contract, written and much more training for us but I see it in the future. The contract is working through my head all the time. And I think, for the next two weeks, if you have anything you want to add to it or if there are things you want to make sure I don’t add that you will keep a list and once we finish this month and start negotiations we will be informed and prepared. I’m very proud of you for learning what you can about the lifestyle.”
“I figured out why you are doing this other stuff. Making it more real for me and taking away a lot of my freedoms.”
Jack watched his face pink. “Oh?”
“Yeah,” he started, “I do get that they are to put me in the right headspace and keep my focus on you and our life but the other thing is…you want it. The rules are yours. Nothing happens without giving you some kind of pleasure.”
Jack couldn’t hide his smile and he damn well thought he might have blushed. If Rebel’s cheesy grin was any indication he did. He reached out to grab the back of Rebel’s head and pulled him in. “Yeah and I get a lot of pleasure from you.” He kissed Rebel hard, his tongue pushing into those lips, fucking Rebel’s mouth with his tongue. Everything about kissing Rebel was pure pleasure. His full, soft lips were perfect for kissing, his tongue skilled and his little sounds of pleasure kept Jack’s mouth always on the ready to taste his lover’s.
Rebel pulled back. “Ouch.”
Jack didn’t even have to look to see that the problem was the cage. “I like that kissing me turns you on so much.”
He could tell Rebel had a hard time stopping from rolling his eyes. “Well duh. You are a great fucking kisser.” Rebel’s hand rubbed over Jack’s bare chest. “Among your other attributes.”
Jack pushed him down and got on top of him, holding his wrists down and kissing him again, controlling the kiss as he controlled his lover. Rebel’s mouth quivered from his cock trying to fill. “I know our discussion wasn’t over but I need your chastity belt off.”
Eyes huge Rebel nodded sporadically. “Yeah, I mean yes Master please. Take it off. Take me.”
“Fuck you make me hot Rebel.” Jack’s hands worked quickly getting the belt off then stopped and sat back. Rebel whimpered, reaching for him. “I almost forgot. I have a surprise.” Jack got off the bed and jogged out of the room. He got into the pocket of his jacket and pulled out the papers. He received from the doc personally at the clinic the day before. He went back into the bedroom and found his baby on his side on the bed, his long body stretched out seductively, cock hard and leaking and the look on Rebel’s face nearly made Jack drop the papers.
Two long steps and he was there, crawling over Rebel and spreading his legs while he handed Rebel the papers.
Rebel took them and as his read Jack grabbed the lube and started slicking his fingers. Rebel looked up at him and his face brightened like the sun. He reached up and grabbed Jack around the neck, pulling him down for a hard celebratory kiss.
“I can’t believe it! I mean I’ve tried to be careful but I still…Jack, this is so fucking great.” His eyes darkened then. “Will you, I mean are you going to? Are we…oh shit! We’re going to go bareback?”
The excitement his boy was showing was contagious and he held his fingers up. “We are if you will let me get you ready.”
Rebel shook his head. “Let me. Let me get myself ready huh? You watch. I wanna make you crazy hot before you fuck me like this. The first time you can come in me.”
Jack kept in his moan but just barely. “Yeah, fuck yeah do it, but remember…-“
“I know! I can’t until tomorrow maybe but this is for you and I want this to be something you will never forget.”
The way he felt that moment couldn’t be described and if he could he would shout it for the world how much he loved Rebel. “Then we’ll wait. I want us to have this together, when you’re allowed to come too.”
Rebel kissed him then and Jack held him. They kissed long and leisurely, touching over each other and just loving. That’s all they wanted at that moment just to love one another and let everything else go. As much as Jack’s body craved his lover, to be inside of him and feel every bit of him, Rebel needed to know that when gave his word on something whether it was a promise or a punishment that he would follow through with it. The morning though…