‘The God Ing? It means fertility, masculinity.’ Jeanne smiled at the quiet, gentle grocer. ‘It’s also a powerful reminder to respect all that’s natural.’
Gilles laughed, a petty, smug, mean little sound.
‘Do Madeleine,’ Myrna suggested, trying to break the tension.
‘Great.’ Mad reached in and withdrew a stone. ‘I’m sure mine will say I’m selfish and heartless. P.’ She smiled as she looked at the symbol. ‘That’s amazing, because I actually have to pee.’
‘The P symbol means joy,’ said Jeanne. ‘But you know what else?’
Madeleine hesitated. As Clara watched the great energy that seemed to surround the woman appeared to dim, to diminish. It was as though she sagged for just an instant.
‘It’s upside down too,’ said Madeleine.
Hazel’s hands darned the worn socks but her mind was elsewhere. She glanced at the clock. Ten thirty. Still early, she told herself.
She wondered what was happening at the bistro over in Three Pines. Madeleine had suggested they go together, but Hazel had declined.
‘Don’t tell me you’re scared,’ Madeleine had teased.
‘Of course not. It’s just nonsense, a waste of time.’
‘Not afraid of ghosts? So, would you move into a house next to a cemetery?’
Hazel thought about it. ‘Probably not, but only because of resale.’
‘Ever practical,’ Madeleine laughed.
‘Do you believe this woman can contact the dead?’
‘I don’t know,’ admitted Mad. ‘I honestly haven’t thought about it. It just seems like fun.’
‘Lots of people believe in ghosts, in haunted houses,’ said Hazel. ‘I was reading about one just the other day. It was in Philadelphia. A monk keeps appearing, and visitors see human shadows on the stairs and there was something else, what was it? Gave me the willies. Oh, yes. A cold spot. Right by a big wing chair and apparently everyone who sits in it dies but not before seeing the ghost of an old woman.’
‘I thought you said you don’t believe in ghosts.’
‘I don’t, but lots of people do.’
‘Lots of cultures talk about spirits,’ admitted Madeleine.
‘But we’re not talking about those, are we? I think there’s a difference. A ghost is somehow malevolent, wicked. There’s something vengeful and angry about a ghost. I’m not sure it’s such a good idea to play around with that. And the building the bistro’s in has been there for hundreds of years. Heaven knows how many people died there. No. I’ll stay at home, watch a bit of TV, take a dinner next door to poor Madame Bellows. And avoid ghosts.’
Now Hazel sat in the puddle of dim light thrown from a single lamp in the living room. Remembering the conversation had left her chilled, as though a ghost had perched by her seat, creating a cold spot. She rose and turned on all the lights. But the room remained dull. Without Madeleine it seemed to wither.
The disadvantage of putting on all the lights was that she could no longer see out the window. All she saw was her own reflection. At least, she hoped it was her own reflection. There was a middle-aged woman sitting on a sofa wearing a sensible tweed skirt and an olive twinset. Around her neck was a modest set of pearls. It could have been her mother. And maybe it was.
Peter Morrow stood at the threshold of Clara’s studio, peering into the darkness. He’d cleaned up the dishes, read in front of the living room fire and then, bored, had decided to go into his own studio to put in an hour or so on his latest painting. He’d walked through their kitchen to the other side of their small home, with every intention of opening his studio door and going inside.
So why was he now standing at the open door to Clara’s studio?
It was dark and very quiet in there. He could feel his heart in his chest. His hands were cold and he realized he was holding his breath.
The act was so simple, mundane even.
He reached out and flicked on the overhead lights. Then he stepped in.
They sat in a circle on wooden chairs. Jeanne counted and seemed disconcerted.
‘Eight is a bad number. We shouldn’t be doing this.’
‘What do you mean, a “bad” number?’ Madeleine could feel her heart start to pound.
‘It comes right after seven,’ said Jeanne, as though that explained it. ‘Eight forms the infinity sign.’ She gestured in the air, her finger making the invisible sign. ‘The energy goes round and round. No outlet. It gets angry and frustrated, and very powerful.’ She’d sighed. ‘This doesn’t feel good at all.’
The lights were out and the only illumination came from the fireplace as it crackled and threw uncertain light upon them. Some were in darkness, their backs to the fire; the rest looked like a series of disembodied worried faces.
‘I want you all to clear your minds.’ Jeanne’s voice was deep and resonant. They couldn’t see her face. She had her back to the fire. Clara had the impression she’d done it on purpose, but perhaps not.
‘You must breathe deeply and let the anxiety and worry flow out of you. A spirit can sense energy. Any negative energy will only draw the ill-intentioned spirits. We want to fill the bistro with positive, loving kindness to attract the good spirits.’
‘Fuck,’ whispered Gabri. ‘This was a bad idea.’
‘Shut up,’ hissed Myrna beside him. ‘Good thoughts, asshole, and be quick about it.’
‘I’m scared,’ he whispered.
‘Well, stop it. Go to your happy place, Gabri, your happy place,’ Myrna rasped.
‘This is my happy place,’ snapped Gabri. ‘Please, take her first, please, she’s big and juicy. Please, don’t take me.’
‘You are a birch,’ said Myrna.
‘Quiet please,’ said Jeanne with more authority than Clara would have guessed possible. ‘If there’s a sudden loud noise I want you to grab each other’s hands, is that understood?’
‘Why?’ Gabri whispered to Odile on his other side. ‘Is she expecting something bad?’
‘Shhh,’ said Jeanne quietly and all whispering stopped. All breathing stopped. ‘They’re coming.’
All hearts stopped.
Peter stepped into Clara’s studio. He’d been in it hundreds of times and knew she kept the door open for a reason. She had nothing to hide. And yet for some reason he felt guilty.