“Holy shit.” That reminded me of one of my escapes from Aric, when I’d made a blind leap off a bridge, with no idea if I might hit debris in the water. He’d ditched his armor to dive in and save me—just in time for cannibals to fire on us.
Shot twice, Aric had ducked behind a boulder. I’d never forget the way he’d looked when he’d peered up at the sky, gaze stark. Had he been thinking that the Empress would always bring him misery? That she’d forever ruin his life?
I cleared my throat to say, “Um, Gabriel must be a big believer to jump without wings.”
Finn shook his head. “Not at all. If he hadn’t, he would’ve had some ‘help’ from the cult members. He was scared shitless, but he had no choice.”
“Not a leap of faith? And here I thought you were telling me this story to give me perspective with this baby.”
“I think you’re like Gabe—you got no choice but to leap.” Finn winked at me and said, “Might as well make it a swan dive, blondie.”
Would I ever get my wings? I forced a smile. “So, you and Lark are hitting it off like a house on fire. You guys barely left her room today.”
He blushed. “Taking advantage of the storm, since her guard duties are lessened. Eves, I dig her.” He pulled at his pajama collar. “To the point of, like, love and all.”
When I couldn’t stop a silly grin, he gruffly said, “Shut it.”
I chuckled. “I didn’t say anything! I’m happy for you two.” My smile faded. “What are you using for contraception?”
His face reddened even more. “Jeez, Mom. If you must know, I stored up on condoms when I was out on the road.” Relief. “When I arrived here, my worldly possessions consisted of one crutch, the clothes on my back, and a metric ass-ton of rubbers. Death would freak balls if we spawned, wouldn’t he? Hey, if we had a son and you had a daughter—”
“Don’t even go there.”
He held up his hands with a mischievous look.
“Finn, can I give you some advice?” At his eager nod, I said, “Try not to push it with Aric. He might seem like a normal, okay guy, but at heart, he’s still a knight from another era, still an assassin.” He’d made a fortune killing kings and toppling governments with just a handshake.
“I feel for the dude.”
I blinked. “For Aric?” The hypnotically handsome, supernatural billionaire? The man with the I have power over all I survey vibe?
“Sure. He’s got to be feeling stressed. He’s supposed to prep our defenses, manage our resources, guard you and the kid on the way and everybody under this roof. And he knows how unhappy you are. It’s got to be weighing on him.”
Then why wouldn’t Aric relent? I’d caught him staring at me, as if willing me to understand his position with Paul. He truly didn’t believe the man deserved banishment.
“I try to fly under the radar,” Finn said. “For instance, I didn’t tell Death that I ramble around his digs invisible and naked whenever the fancy strikes me.” Irrepressible Finn. “But sometimes Lark gets a little . . . aggressive.” Red of tooth and claw? “You mind if I pass on your advice to her?”
I nodded. “Please, try to get through to her. Aric’s patience has a limit.”
Yesterday, Lark had gotten snarky with him for the first time in, like, ever.
Aric had summed up the incident: “As her arsenal grows, so too does her attitude.” At times, I heard animal sounds on the mountainside that I couldn’t place—sounds that filled me with fear.
Just as they had Gran.
Now that Circe was weakening, Lark grew braver, especially after she’d used her faunagenesis to revive a sparrow a few days ago.
Amidst all the Arcana powers I’d witnessed, Lark’s resurrection ability was crazy even for me. I’d watched that bird’s first twitching movements in awe, only to shudder at the chilling blankness in its eyes.
She’d told me that she planned to send her wolves out to raid a Flash-fried zoo, scavenging for assorted bones: “I’m thinking about cooking up a bear. Wouldn’t a grizzly be wicked? Or maybe something for the moat to keep that water witch on her toes.”
But I’d also gotten the strangest feeling that Lark had already been doing this feat in secret.
Finn said, “So I’ll talk to Lark, and you can dialogue with Death about things. He hates that you’re hurting.”
Then maybe Aric should do something about it? I’d ask him again the next time we were together.
“You wanna hear something weird, blondie? I know we’re in a messed-up situation, but I’ve never been more stoked about life than I have been over the last two weeks.”
“Not even when you were living in Cali before the Flash? I know you dream about surfing.”
With a sappy look on his face, he said, “I dream about Lark a gazillion times more.”
A gust rocked the castle, rattling the windowpanes. A deep, percussive sound thundered from what was left of the river. Ice cracked, but no SLOSH came after it.
I swallowed. Circe’s domain here had frozen solid. Maybe we were all headed for a coffin of ice. What had Matthew once called the changing weather? Snowmageddon. “Finn, what if the world doesn’t come back? How will we explain the sun to this kid? Or what a day used to look like?”
“That’s what I’m here for. Follow me.” He rose, then hobbled into the adjoining den. Pointing at the couch, he said, “Pop a squat.” When I did, he channeled his inner ringmaster to cry, “Prepare to be astounded! And dazzled! By the greatest illusionist ever to live!” He waved his hand, and a new scene surrounded us.
Suddenly we were on a beach under the sizzling sun. “Malibu?”
Sly grin. “You know it.”
“This is amazing.” My greedy gaze took in all the details—the gulls, the foam on the waves, the haze rising off the shifting sands. “I could stare forever.”
Finn dropped down on the love seat, resting his crutch between his legs, but the scene continued. “Lark and I are gonna be your kid’s favorites. After pony rides and illusion-filled bedtime stories, we’ll fill ’em up with sugar then hand ’em a kazoo.”
As if he’d conjured her, Lark padded down the stairs in fluffy bunny slippers and flannel pj’s that matched Finn’s. A train of woodland animals followed her. She sat beside Finn, gazing at the spectacle. “Whoa. The details are unreal. Bigger waves, baby!”
“My girl wants bigger waves? Then we’re gonna get totally tubular here.”
Not long after, Aric entered. His eyes began to glitter when he saw me. He wore his chain mail, looking glorious. Once he took in the scene, he said, “Make us feel it, Magician.”
“Can I do that?”
“You know how the incantation begins, and you know what you want.”
The Magician closed his eyes and muttered some chant. Soon the crashing surf began to shake the room, drowning out the sounds of the blizzard. A balmy breeze carried the salty mist over our sun-warmed faces.
Careful not to get too close to the others, Aric sat on my other side. He took my hand in his, threading our fingers together, his lids going heavy from the mere touch.