“Sometimes those of Shadowhunter blood are put in the dregs stream, if they disgrace themselves,” Julie said shortly. “Mainly, yes, it is reserved for mundanes. That’s the way the Academy always worked in the past; it’s how it will work in the future. We take some mundanes, those with the Sight or with remarkable athletic promise, into the Academy. It’s a wonderful opportunity for them, a chance to become more than they could have ever dreamed. But they cannot keep up with real Shadowhunters. It would hardly be fair to expect them to. They can’t all be Simon.”
“Some of them simply will not have the aptitude,” Jon remarked in a lofty tone. “Some of them won’t live through Ascension.”
Simon opened his mouth, but before he could ask any further questions he was interrupted by the sound of a lone clap.
“My dear students, my present and future Shadowhunters,” said Dean Penhallow, rising from her chair. “Welcome, welcome! To Shadowhunter Academy. It is such a joy to see you all here at the auspicious official opening of the Academy, where we will be training a whole new generation to obey the Law laid down by the Angel. It is an honor to have been chosen to come here, and a joy for us to have you.”
Simon looked around. There were about two hundred students here, he thought, uncomfortably crammed around rickety tables. He noticed again that several of them were very young, and grubby and desolate. Simon’s heart went out to them, even as he wondered exactly what the running water situation at the Academy was.
Nobody looked as if they felt honored to be here. Simon found himself wondering again about the Shadowhunters’ recruiting methods. Julie talked about them as if they were noble, searching for lost Shadowhunter families and offering mundanes amazing opportunities, but some of these kids looked about twelve. Simon had to wonder what your life must be like, if you were ready to leave it all and go fight demons at twelve.
“There have been a few unexpected losses from the staff, but I’m certain we will do splendidly with the excellent personnel we have remaining,” Dean Penhallow continued. “May I introduce Delaney Scarsbury, your training master.”
The man sitting next to her got up. He made Jon Cartwright’s biceps look like grapes held up to a grapefruit, and he actually had an eye patch, like the angel in the stained-glass window.
Simon turned slowly and looked at George, who he hoped would feel him on this one. He mouthed: No way.
George, who obviously did feel him on this one, nodded and mouthed: Pirate Shadowhunter!
“I look forward to crushing you all into a pulp and molding that pulp into ferocious warriors,” announced Scarsbury.
George and Simon exchanged another speaking glance.
A girl at the table behind Simon began to cry. She looked about thirteen.
“And this is Catarina Loss, a very estimable warlock who will be teaching you a great deal about—history and so on!”
“Yay,” said Catarina Loss, with a desultory wave of her blue fingers, as if she’d decided to try clapping without bothering to lift both hands.
The dean soldiered on. “In past years at the Academy, because Shadowhunters come from all over the globe, every day of the week we would serve a delicious dish from a different nation. We certainly intend to keep up that tradition! But the kitchens are in a slight state of disrepair and for now we have—”
“Soup,” said Catarina flatly. “Vats and vats of murky brown soup. Enjoy, kids.”
Dean Penhallow continued her one-woman applause. “That’s right. Enjoy, everyone. And again, welcome.”
There really was nothing on offer but huge metal vats full of very questionable soup.
Simon lined up for food, and peered into the greasy depths of the dark liquid. “Are there alligators in there?”
“I won’t make you any promises,” said Catarina, inspecting her own bowl.
Simon was exhausted and still starving when he crawled into bed that night. He tried to cheer himself up thinking again about how lately a girl had been on the bed. A girl on his bed for the first time ever, Simon thought, but then memories came like a wisp of cloud over the moon, dimming all certainty. He remembered Clary sleeping in his bed, when they were so little their pajamas had trucks and ponies on them. He remembered kissing Clary, and how she had tasted like fresh lemonade. And he remembered Isabelle, her dark hair flowing over his pillow, her throat bared to him, her toenails scratching his leg, like a sexy vampire movie aside from the bit about the toenails. The other Simon had been not only a hero but a lady-killer. Well, more of a lady-killer than Simon was now.
Isabelle. Simon’s mouth moved to form the shape of her name, pressing it into his pillow. He’d told himself he wasn’t going to think about her, not until he was really getting somewhere in the Academy. Not until he was on his way to being better, being the person she wanted him to be.
He turned so he was flat on his back and stared up at the stone ceiling.
“Are you awake?” George whispered. “Me too. I keep worrying that the possum will come back. Where did it even come from, Simon? Where did it go?”
The trials of transforming himself into a Shadowhunter became apparent to Simon the very next day.
First, because Scarsbury was measuring them for their gear, which was a terrifying experience on its own. Second, because it involved hurtful personal comments about Simon’s physique.
“You have such narrow shoulders,” Scarsbury said thoughtfully. “Like a lady.”
“I’m lithe,” Simon informed him, with dignity.
He looked bitterly over at George, who was lounging on a bench waiting for Simon to finish being measured. George’s gear was sleeveless; Julie had already come over to compliment him on how good the fit was and touch his arms.
“Tell you what,” said Scarsbury. “I have some gear here meant for a girl—”
“Fine,” said Simon. “I mean, terrible, but fine! Give it to me.”
Scarsbury shoved the folded black material into Simon’s arms. “It’s meant for a tall girl,” he said in a voice that was possibly intended to be comforting, and definitely too loud.
Everyone looked around and stared at them. Simon prevented himself from taking a sarcastic bow, and stomped off to put on his gear.
After they got gear, they were given weapons. Mundane students could not wear runes or use steles or most Shadowhunter weapons, so they were all given mundane weapons; it was meant to broaden the Shadowhunter kids’ weapons knowledge. Simon feared his own weapons knowledge was as broad as spaghetti.
Dean Penhallow brought around giant boxes of terrifying knives, which seemed very strange in an academic setting, and asked them to select a dagger that suited them.
Simon picked a dagger completely at random, then sat at his desk waggling it about.
Jon nodded to it. “Nice.”
“Yeah,” Simon said, nodding back and gesturing with it. “That’s what I thought. Nice. Very stabby.”
He stabbed the dagger into the desk, where it got stuck and Simon had to pry it out of the wood.
Simon thought being trained could not possibly be as bad as being prepared to be trained, but as it turned out it was much worse.
The Academy days were half physical activity. It was like half the day was gym. Stabby, stabby gym.