“That you cheat on.”
“Not cheating if they all know,” I said for the second time, sliding a fifty-dollar bill over to the bartender and then leading her out of the bar.
Once we were outside, I had the valet hail a taxi for her.
“I can’t afford—”
“Business meeting, I’ll pay for it,” I interrupted.
“Why?” Avery put her hands on her hips, her green eyes wide. “Why do you do it?”
Nobody had ever asked me that. Maybe nobody had ever cared.
A taxi pulled up to the curb.
“Good night, Avery. I’ll see you Monday.”
“You aren’t going to answer?”
I opened the door for her and almost shoved her in. “Sex, Avery, I do it for really good sex.”
She blinked. “I don’t believe you.”
“Sorry to disappoint.” My tone was mean. I should have cared that I was being harsh with her. I didn’t. “Sometimes a guy just needs good sex.”
I shut the door in her face and didn’t look back.
Chapter Six
AVERY
I dreamed of the devil, also known as Lucas Thorn, all night long. In my dreams, he appeared beautiful, like an angel. He even wore white, and then he tied me to a chair and force-fed me my mom’s horrible macaroni.
Things got a little dicey when his body turned into a snake wearing a football uniform and a helmet, and then he handed me an apple and told me to take a bite.
Once I bit, his clothes disappeared.
Pretty sure I was having an actual flashback of the Garden of Eden.
To say I’d slept horribly would be putting it mildly, and the worst part was that I didn’t really have the extra money to spend on coffee.
I thought about Lucas’s stupid schedule during the entire walk to work. Right along with his aggravating midnight text that demanded I come in on a freaking Saturday morning.
I was about five blocks away when my phone rang.
It was Kayla.
Of course, it had to be Kayla. I chewed my bottom lip and stared at the phone. Whenever she called, a picture of us flashed across the screen. We were happy in that picture.
We were always happy unless someone mentioned weddings, dogs, football, cheerleading, or white gowns. Okay, so she was basically happy if you walked on eggshells around her and pretended like everything was totally fine and that life was superawesome and fun!
UGH!
I swiped to accept the call and answered with a bubbly “Hello!”
“I’m so glad you answered!” Kayla shouted way louder than necessary for my sensitive morning ears. “So, listen, I was thinking of visiting this weekend.”
“Um . . .” I quickly tried to think of an excuse. “I can’t, Kayla. I got a new job, and I may have to work.” Total lie, but the last thing I needed was her breathing down my neck while her ex-fiancé texted me instructions about how to keep the clingers away from his regular sister wives.
“Oh.” Her voice deflated. “Well, how about next weekend?”
I crossed the street, almost got hit by what I assumed was a poorly rated Uber driver, and managed to make it to the sidewalk in one piece. “Yeah, let’s maybe talk about it tomorrow? I’m on my way to work, and my boss is a complete jackass.” HAH! That part was true. “I don’t want to be late.”
“Aw, honey, I’m sorry. Is he at least young and hot?”
“No. Horrible looking. Ancient. Ugly—has two broken teeth and halitosis, which is really unfortunate when he breathes down my neck. I held my breath twice yesterday. He loves his coffee.” I grinned wider and wider as I kept imagining all the things I wished Lucas was but wasn’t.
“He sounds awful!” She made a gagging noise and laughed. “Well, look at it this way—once you put your time in, you’ll get noticed, and then you’ll be the boss.”
My shoulders slumped. Just the idea that I had to spend time with Lucas to get the position with the company had my stomach clenching with anxiety and my palms sweating. The phone was slipping out of my hands. Great. “Yeah, you’re right.”
“I’ll call later. Love you, Avery Bug.”
For some reason, my eyes welled up with tears, maybe because she was the only one who still called me that. Lucas used to, but that was before the incident.
The aftermath changed everything.
Not that I’d ever been able to live up to my sisters’ standards, even before that. Kayla was perfect. Brooke was dramatic and wild.
And then there was me.
“Love you,” I choked out, then hung up before she could ask if I was okay.
“Halitosis, huh?” a voice said behind me.
A male voice.
A raspy one.
A horrible one.
Slowly I turned, praying in those few seconds that I was wrong and that a superhot Channing Tatum look-alike had been watching me and wanted to take me out on a really nice date and buy me steak. My mouth watered.
I would make that steak my bitch.
See? Starvation! I needed this job!
“Thorn in my side.” I managed to say his last name without adding an expletive at the end of it. Such progress. “Didn’t see you there.”
“Cute.” He rolled his eyes and smirked. “Is that my new nickname?”
“If the pitchfork fits . . .” I batted my eyelashes.
“Take it back, or I won’t give you this.” He dangled a venti caffè mocha in front of my wide, shame-filled eyes. “It’s your favorite. I even had them add extra whipped cream.”
“You. Are. Satan,” I whispered hoarsely. “That coffee may as well be an apple. Take a sip, Avery, just one little taste—and boom!” I clapped my hands. “Clothes gone, I’m naked!”
Lucas’s frown deepened, his smirk disappeared.
“I think I’m hallucinating from lack of sleep.” I grabbed the coffee from his hands. “And I’m sorry I said you were the devil, and that you had halitosis, and cracked teeth—and for stabbing you with that knife.”
“When did you stab me?”
“Oh, sorry.” I shrugged. “Sometimes I confuse the really cheerful, happy daydreams with regular life.”
He took a wide step away from me. “Just out of morbid curiosity, did you stab me in the chest or the back?”
“The back.” I glared at him. “You know, that’s where you stab people who betray you, thus the term backstabber—”
He raised his hand. “I get it—don’t make me take back the coffee, Avery Bug.”
I choked on my next sip and nearly spit it out onto his nice white shirt.
He patted my back a few times, then rubbed it. “Are you okay?”
“Yup,” I wheezed. “Wrong tube.”
“Geez, you need the opposite of caffeine.”
“Why are you on the street? In front of Starbucks, and—oh, this is our building. I got turned around.” I frowned. “Huh, imagine that. I’m a total power walker.”
“I’m not high-fiving you”—he shook his head at my elevated hand—“for walking on two legs, even though for you I’m sure it’s a huge accomplishment.” He pointed to his briefcase. “I have something for you to review before our meeting with the rest of the execs.”
I hunched my shoulders and followed him into the building.