“Morals, smorals. Who cares? He offered you a good time, and you should take it. Sex is sex babe. It’s not like you’re making a commitment to him or doing anything you shouldn’t be.”
“Yeah except screwing my boss Karen. Or maybe going against company policies by having sex with him.” I popped the cork on the bottle just in time. I needed a drink now more than ever at least I could drown my bad decision in a glass of wine and forget about them for a short while. Or at least until I was forced to walk into work on Monday morning.
“You’re literally screwed one way or another. If a man wants you bad enough that he calls you into his office and has his way with you then there is nothing that will hold him back from taking you however he wants too.”
I leaned onto the center island in my kitchen, wondering what the hell it was that I was doing. Should I just quit my job now? Walk away from the trouble, and pain that would be caused from messing with a man like Cameron Jefferson?
"I called you so you could cheer me up, and maybe talk some sense into me. Not inhibit me into making more bad choices." I was ready to beat my head against the marble countertop before me.
Karen laughed into the phone, “You should’ve known that wasn’t going to happen. I’m all about choices that get us in jail remember that one time I thought it would be a good idea to take a baseball bat to Nate’s car for…”
The sound of the doorbell, ringing rung throughout the house bouncing off the walls. My eyes darted to the microwave it was a little bit past nine on a Friday. I wasn't expecting company and the one person that would show up unannounced I was on the phone with.
“Sadie, did you hear a damn thing I said?”
“Uhh yeah… Can I let you go? Someone’s at the door.” I confided pressing the end key on my cell phone. I walked over to the front door, adjusting my t-shirt, and sweatpants. I switched on the outside light and caught a tiny glimpse of a man. Butterflies erupted in my belly and a nervous sweat formed against my palms.
Grow some balls, Sadie.
Shoving away the anxiety, and fear I grabbed the door handle and whipped the door open with much more effort than needed. My breath hitched in my chest and every single fiber in me said slam the door and go back to your glass of wine, because standing there directly in front of me, at my house, was Cameron. My boss. The man that had rocked my fucking world this afternoon, and the man that would be my downfall.
“You seem surprised…” Cameron’s tone was playful, and the glint in his eyes proved it further.
I grasped onto the side of the door, praying it would hold my body up. I was more than surprised, I was shocked, or better yet fucking flabbergasted.
“Ummm…." I stumbled over my words. "I'm…." I looked at him and to the door contemplating if I was going to shove the door in his face and tell him to leave.
"Cat got your tongue baby?" Cameron smirked, and my entire body lit on fire. My pussy clenched with desires I didn't even understand, and the man hadn't even touched me yet. He merely smiled and spoke like a condescending asshole.
“I’m just a bit shocked right now, and kind of confused as to why you’re here because I know for a fact that you never showed up at any of the other woman’s houses that you’ve slept with…” The nervousness faded and in its place a new found strength grew, the strength to keep this man from getting any further down, my panties.
My heart fluttered in my chest as the smirk on his face grew, a pair of pearly white teeth showing between his lips. “I wasn’t lying when I told you that you were different.” He took a step forward, his foot crossing the threshold. “I told you were better….” Then another until our chests were flush against one another’s. “That you were mine.”
Did this man know anything about personal space? I could feel nothing but him, the hardness of his body against mine. The dips and planes of his body as he took in a deep breath of air.
“I refuse to take no for an answer Sadie. Not when I’ve been watching you forever. Not when I’ve wanted you for months, but shoved off my desires for you by being with women of lesser value.” Cameron’s lip’s caressed my cheek his hot breath fanning against my cheek.
“I….” What could I say to this man, that I hadn’t already? I had already agreed to one week of sex, no holds bars. I had already agreed to let him pay off my school debt. I had signed, sealed, and delivered when I told him yes, even if it was after one of the best orgasms of my life.
“Just let me come in Sadie…” He purred in my ear, and I was afraid that he could hear the rapid beat of my heart with how close he was to my throat. My nails dug into the wood of the door as I weighed my options. My body was saying one thing, but my brain was saying another.