Picture Me Dead

Nothing that would change what she had discovered.

 

Instinct and common sense kicked in. There was only one thing she could do now, and that was fight desperately for self-preservation.

 

She ran.

 

She streaked through the front room. Reached the door, fumbled with the locks and was out. There was no alarm.

 

Of course not. Alarms brought….

 

The police.

 

Hysteria threatened to overwhelm her.

 

Within seconds she was racing down the drive. She could hear shouting echoing through the house behind her.

 

She knew she would never make it into the garage, never reach her car before they were on her. She had to run, hope to reach the street.

 

Maybe there would be an early riser driving on the highway.

 

She sped down the long drive, never having known before just how quickly she could move when necessary. No, not when necessary. When desperate. She dug into her bag for her cell phone as she tried to maintain speed. Eureka! It was there.

 

She hit 9-1-1. Nothing. They’d left her the phone. They’d just removed the battery.

 

She kept running, moving like a sprinter, no thought of saving energy, driven by adrenaline and instinct, the desire to live.

 

She became aware of a terrible rasping sound.

 

And then she realized that the rasping sound was the ragged inhalation and exhalation of her own lungs. She had escaped the house, probably more than they had ever thought she could do. A small victory. Her only hope was covering enough distance, finding help, before they caught up with her.

 

She swallowed hard, ignoring the fire and agony that seared through her lungs and limbs. She was well aware that she had a long way to go. The pain didn’t matter. Hysteria began to rise in her. She forced it down.

 

She made it to the road, her feet hitting the pavement, and realized just how dark it could be in the country. She had grown up in the city; there had always been light. But out here…

 

She hadn’t gone that far, and already she could feel her muscles burning; her lungs were on fire.

 

Lights flared in front of her, sudden and blinding out of the darkness. A car! A car coming down the road just when she needed help so badly. She stumbled to a halt, dizzy with the fact that a miracle had occurred. She raced to the driver’s door. “Oh, thank God! Move over. Quickly—”

 

She felt the gun wedged against her ribs from behind.

 

And she heard his whisper. He wasn’t even winded.

 

“Game’s up.”

 

She went dead still. She looked at the driver. Saw the slow smile and realized she knew the face. Her heart sank.

 

She prayed. She asked for forgiveness for all her sins. Pride and self-confidence had been strong within her.

 

Oh, Lord, yes. Far too much pride. And determination. She had wanted to be the one to find the truth—and she had wanted the glory.

 

The glory! That was a laugh now.

 

Amazing how someone with so much self-confidence could be so frightened.

 

Don’t panic, don’t give up, she warned herself. Think of all the right things, reason, remember all the tricks, human psychology, everything you’ve been taught….

 

How to survive this…

 

How to pray. Lord, she was so deeply sorry for those she had hurt.

 

“Let’s go,” he told her icily.

 

“Shoot me right here.”

 

“Well, I could. But I think you’re going to do what I say. As long as you’re living and breathing, there’s hope, right? The faintest hope that you might turn the tide on me. So…start moving. Get in the car. Now. Front seat, slow and careful. I’m right behind you.”

 

She did as she was told. Because he was right. She would fight to the very last second, as long as there was a breath in her body. She was shoved in next to the driver while he got into the rear seat, keeping the gun on her all the while. Her mind worked hard. What was his plan? How would he see to it that there was no evidence of the fact that she had been here, had been with him?

 

As they neared the house, the garage door opened. The car they were in stopped; she was dragged out. He indicated that she should walk ahead of him. “Time for another ride, I’m afraid.”

 

She looked at him.

 

He smiled at her. Grimly.

 

“One last ride. I am sorry.”

 

The door to her own car was open. The muzzle of the gun pressed hard into her back, she got into the car. She had no choice. Because he was right. She wouldn’t give up while she still had breath. Still had hope.

 

An unknown figure, a silent accomplice, was awaiting them. As she was forced into the driver’s seat, the accomplice slid into the back.

 

He joined her in the front seat and told her to drive.

 

Hope…

 

She twisted the key in the ignition, one step closer to her own demise.

 

She had to cling to hope.

 

She talked, because she was afraid and didn’t want to be afraid, and at the very least didn’t want them to know she was.