Cinderella in Skates

chapter EIGHT



December





Two days later is the day we've been waiting for the last month. It's my judgment day, at least in the eyes of West High School's hockey coaches.

Yep.

Today's the day we find out who made the team.

My stomach's in knots, twisting and twirling and really mad at me for not eating my usual breakfast, when I get to school in the morning.

Coach Dobrov had said she'd post her final roster first thing in the morning outside the rink so I head over that way, hoping it's up before I have to be in first period History.

It's quiet by the arena, but this doesn't surprise me. There hadn't been many new faces trying out for the team, according to one of the girls. Apparently joining the hockey team wasn't all that popular. How embarrassing will it be if I'm the only one who doesn't get a spot?

I push open the door and make my way over to the bulletin board where Coach Dobrov had said she'd leave the list.

And I almost fall over.

I know the tall, athletic body with the mop of blonde hair leaning against the wall next to the cork board. I'd recognize him anywhere. I just have no idea what he's doing here, today, now. We're done training.

"Well, good morning," I say as I make my way over to him. "What're you doing here?"

He grins and removes his thumbs from the belt loops of his jeans. "What, you think I'd miss this? I'm your coach. This is your big moment."

"At least I won't have to get shot down alone," I mutter.

"Hey, stop that. You worked really hard. You deserve this."

"Doesn't mean I got it. And don't you have to be in class?"

He shrugs. "They don't take attendance. I'm good. And, besides, this is more important."

There's a small smile on his lips as my eyes move away from him and onto the white piece of paper tacked to the board.

"Is that it?" I ask. He nods once. "Did you already look at it?"

"No. I was waiting for you."

"Well," I say, taking a deep breath. "I guess we might as well get this over with."

Visions of palm trees and cacti and summers by the pool under the beautiful blue desert sky flash through my mind as I walk toward the roster. This is it. My one shot, the only way I'll get back there sooner rather than later. This list will let me go home. I have to have made it.

Have to.

My heart pounds and I think I'm going to need to make a run for the bathroom to throw up before I ever get to see it.

But then Shane falls into step beside me, and I keep walking.

We stop in front of the bulletin board. I suck in some air and look.

And there it is:



GOALIE DEPTH CHART:

Wunders, Erica (1)

Melter, Natalie (2)





So.

I've done it.

I'm on the team.

"Natalie!" Shane exclaims. "Yes!"

I turn and fling my arms around him and he lifts me a few inches off the ground and spins me around.

"I'm so proud of you!" he continues.

"I can't believe I did it!"

I'm looking down into his face, his smile reaching all the way to his eyes, and he's beaming up at me and the next thing I know, he's pressed his soft, warm lips against mine and I'm kissing him back and my head is spinning with thoughts of hockeyShanehockeyShanehockeyShane.

His hockey player hands press into my back as he holds me up.

He breaks the kiss and gently sets me down.

"Congratulations," he says, and I laugh and look away.

"For kissing you or for making the team?"

He grins, a blush coloring his cheeks. "Both, obviously. But I think one is a little more important."

"Which one?"

"I'll leave that for you to figure out."

"Erica isn't going to be happy about this."

"Who?"

I realize then that I haven't told him about the team's top goalie and her apparent -- and inexplicable -- vendetta against me.

"It's nothing," I say, deciding to keep the sweetness of proving Erica wrong to myself, at least for now. "Hey, I better get to class. And so should you."

He glances at the clock hanging over the door and nods. "You're probably right."

"Thanks for being here," I say quietly.

"Wouldn't have missed it for anything," he replies. "I'll see you tomorrow night." He leans down and brushes his lips against mine before hitting me with a smile and turning to walk out of the rink.

I stand there, too stunned to move, as the door closes and echoes throughout the empty arena.

I glance over at the list on the bulletin board one more time and smile at my name, right there with Erica's, like I belong or something.





      ***





"I knew you would," Dad says over dinner that night. I wanted to wait to tell him the news in person so I could see his reaction but he doesn't even put his fork down.

"How wonderful!" Mom's at least a little bit more enthusiastic as she ruffles my hair while she walks back to her seat with a second glass of wine. "We're very proud, Natalie."

No one says anything else. Dad's back to shoveling sliced ham into his mouth.

"That's it?" I ask.

He lifts an eyebrow. "What do you mean?"

"That's all you're going to say? I spent the last month doing nonstop hockey and that's all the congratulations I get?"

Dad shrugs. "You haven't really done anything."

"I made the team!"

"And now what?" he asks, finally resting his fork against the side of his plate and focusing on me. "What's next?"

"Next? I'll go practice and games and stuff, I guess. I don't know. I made the team. That's what you asked me to do."

He stares at me for a few seconds before picking up his fork and going back to eating. I frown, suddenly not hungry or sure what to think.

Mom eyes me for a few seconds, then takes a bite of her salad, and I can't help but wonder if she's trying to tell me something but I have no idea what.

No one says anything as the sound of chewing fills the kitchen, but I've lost my appetite. Something's not sitting right with me and it isn't the food.

I push back from the table and carry my plate over to the sink. As I stand there rinsing it, I stare out the window into our snow-covered backyard, a sight I'd never see back home in Arizona.

And that's when it hits me.

I'm leaving, yes, and I can't wait to get back to the desert, but I'm here now. In Wisconsin. With snow and ice and hockey and cheese and Shane.

Maybe that's what Dad's mad about. I'm constantly talking about Arizona, about going back, not focusing at all on what's in front of me.

And yeah, I made the team but I'm the back-up goalie. I'm not the best, and that's okay, but I'm not even trying to get better. I'm fine with being second string when it doesn't even have to be that way.

Why not try to start while I'm here and I have the chance?

Plus, there's the whole Shane thing. If I tell him I want to train to become the starter, well, doesn't that mean he'll keep coaching me and I'll get extra time with him?

Maybe that's the best reason of all to keep going.

I shut off the faucet, leave my plate on the drying rack and turn to face my parents who are murmuring with their heads huddled close together.

"I'm not done yet."

Dad looks over at me, eyebrow raised. "What?"

"Why stop now, right?" I say. "I'm going to keep working with Shane. Who knows? Maybe I'll even get to start."

A small smile twitches at the corners of my father's mouth.

"Well," he says. "Well. Very good. That's a fine idea, Natalie."

I glance over at Mom, who's nodding back at me, and I know this is exactly what my parents want me to say.

And as I stand there staring out at the yard, I realize it's exactly what I want to be doing.

I dig out my phone from the back pocket of my pants. Shane had sent me a text earlier that he was sad our practices were over and I hadn't known how to respond. But now I have the perfect thing to say as I type out that I want to keep working at hockey on my own (and with him) to eventually try and unseat Erica Wunders.

His response comes back quickly.





For real? U know I'd love to!



Then you're in luck, I type back. Because I'm still in need of a coach.



You've come to the right place. I'm excited.



Me too.



We'll get on it next week. Monday.



Sounds good. Thanks, Shane.



Anything for my favorite AZ girl.



I smile and tuck my phone back into my pocket. I've got to get started on my calc homework and if I don't cut myself off now, I'll never stop talking to him.

Everything is falling into place. I have a date with Shane tomorrow night. I've got hockey, I've got Arizona and I've got my coach.

What more do I really need?