Breaking Her Rules

chapter 10



At the rich scent of coffee Iris’s eyes flew open. Disoriented, she looked around the room—Wyatt’s room. Blue sheets were tangled around her feet and Wyatt was closing the door with his foot because he was holding a tray of…something. “What’s that…and what time is it?” She looked over her shoulder, surprised to see that it was eight o’clock. She also couldn’t believe she hadn’t heard him get out of bed.

But she’d been tired and sore. Still was. They’d only gotten back to Wyatt’s place a little over four hours ago. She’d changed into one of his T-shirts and crashed without even taking a shower. Vincent was officially in charge of the team now. Harrison had wanted to remove her as lead last night—it was why he’d wanted to talk to her in private—and she had agreed. She’d actually taken herself completely off the team. She’d thought she could be objective while leading Wyatt’s protective detail, but last night had proved her wrong. She still planned to stay here with Wyatt, but only as his wife.

Gah, she couldn’t be thinking that word without coffee. “Are you bringing me coffee in bed?” That now-familiar warmth bloomed inside her chest at the sweet gesture.

“Breakfast, not just coffee.” He sat on the edge of the bed and placed a wooden tray across her lap. There was a silver dome covering the food underneath, but whatever it was smelled delicious. Or maybe that was just the coffee that had her mouth watering.

Wyatt’s eyes glinted with lust as his gaze strayed to her chest. She was wearing a shirt, but no bra and it was like the man had a radar for that. He just zeroed in on her hardening nipples as a smug smile teased his lips. She wondered if he was even aware of the way he was watching her, as if he was undressing her in his mind. Probably not.

She picked up the full mug of coffee. While she loved his intent focus on her, now wasn’t the time. “Don’t even think about it,” she murmured.

“About what?” His gaze snapped up to meet hers and he looked genuinely confused. Yeah, he wasn’t aware of it.

She motioned to her breasts with her free hand. “Whatever you’re thinking, just lock it up. I’m tired, need a shower and can’t even think about…stuff.”

His eyebrows quirked up and she could tell he was fighting a smile. “Stuff?”

“Sex.”

“That’s presumptuous. I’ve got meetings all morning but I wanted to bring you breakfast before I got sucked in and won’t be able to break away.” Yeah, he was definitely fighting a smile.

“Oh.” What was wrong with her? She was barely sitting up and had just said she didn’t want sex. But she wanted him to want it because even if they weren’t having it, she still wanted him. With a vengeance. God, she needed her head examined.

His eyes glinted wickedly. “Unless of course you’re ready to go right now. We could do it fast and dirty. I could bend you over the bed and—”

“Enough!” Her face heated up as she took a sip of the heavenly coffee. What was up with him this morning? She couldn’t get a handle on his mood. He seemed almost playful. Clearing her throat she said, “So, just meetings here, right? You’re not leaving?” The schedule she’d received for him days ago had him staying put today, but she wanted to make sure. She might not be head of his team now, but she couldn’t help but worry about him.

“I’m not leaving you.” Okay, that wasn’t what she’d been asking, but the answer warmed her. Before she could respond, he continued. “I’ve come to a decision.”

Iris set her mug down at the seriousness of his tone. God, had he decided he didn’t want to try things out with her after all? “Okay.”

“While I’m courting you, sex is off the table. You’ll still be sleeping in our bed, but no sex.”

“Courting?” The word was so old fashioned it sounded weird coming from him.

He actually looked sheepish for a moment, the normally hard lines of his face turning soft, almost boyish. “I don’t know what else to call it and that’s what I’m doing. So no sex.”

She blinked, feeling a very real disappointment punch through her at his last three words. Ever since she’d left Vegas a month ago she’d been dreaming non-stop about his talented hands and mouth all over her body. Sex was the one thing that definitely worked between them. “So…what exactly do you mean, courting me?”

He shrugged and slid a few inches closer so that his knee was touching her outstretched thigh. Reaching out, he cupped her cheek before sliding his hand back into her hair. He gently held the back of her head. None of the dominating forcefulness she was used to from him was in that grip. Just sweetness. Of course the look in his eyes wasn’t exactly sweet, it was full of hunger. “I should have taken things slower with us. I…shouldn’t have demanded that you marry me.”

She snorted softly. “You didn’t demand anything. And I said yes.”

“Yes, you did.” His expression darkened a fraction, but she couldn’t get a read on him.

Silence hung in the air, so loud her ears buzzed with all the things they weren’t saying to each other. She wanted to lean forward and kiss him. Well, kiss him, strip him naked and let him sink deep inside her. She wanted to hear him gasping out her name. Of course she wanted it now even more that he’d taken sex off the table. Yeah, she was pretty sure she needed her head examined. “So no sex?”

He withdrew his hand but didn’t move from the bed, a smug grin forming on his face. “You sound disappointed.”

She shrugged, not denying it, even though it was probably the one thing guaranteed to keep her sane. If they weren’t sleeping together, maybe they could figure out if they were compatible in other ways. Which was clearly his intention. “Thanks for bringing me breakfast in bed. Did you or Ellie pick out the flower?” There was a single purple iris in a tiny white vase in the corner.

He actually scowled, as if surprised by the question, but it was the first time he’d done anything like this so she didn’t know what to think. “I did, and you’re welcome…And before you ask, Thorton and Keibler were released a couple hours ago. The cops didn’t have enough to hold them on. Harrison’s got someone digging a lot deeper into their financials this time. They’re going to rip apart any and all information available on Thorton Enterprises and anyone close to those two.”

Iris has a feeling that no matter what, Wyatt planned to dismantle Thorton Enterprises or maybe something worse. She wasn’t going to ask right now. “What about the assassin?” Iris forced herself to breathe normally as she thought of the woman who’d tried to kill Wyatt.

Wyatt’s expression darkened a fraction. “In the hospital. She stabbed herself.”

Now that was surprising. “Suicide attempt?”

He shook his head. “They don’t think so. It’s likely she was attempting to injure herself so she could try to make an escape, but they’ve got guards posted outside her room and inside. She’s not going anywhere.”

“And she still won’t talk about who hired her?”

“Nope. And she has no reason to. She’ll talk for Interpol though.”

Iris hoped so. “Until we know who hired her, you’re going to need to keep your extra security and take every precaution possible. I know I’m not on your security team anymore but…” She trailed off, unsure where she’d been going with that train of thought. Wyatt was smart, but she just needed to know that he’d be careful even if she wasn’t around. She felt crazy over-protective of him in a way she’d never thought possible.

“I won’t live in fear but I plan to be smart. Especially if you’re going to be living here with me?” She wasn’t sure if he meant it, but the last part came out as a question.

She hadn’t told him everything she and Harrison had talked about last night so she nodded. “I will be staying here. I’m taking a few days off, but I’ll likely be taking a new job in a couple weeks if something opens up. I won’t take anything out of town though.”

“Good.” Wyatt let out a small sigh of relief and leaned forward, brushing his lips over hers. At first the kiss was light, almost teasing as he stroked his tongue along the seam of her lips.

Just as he slid his hand into the curtain of her hair again and started to tug her close, he abruptly stopped and pulled back, his breathing ragged. He looked down at the tray still propped in her lap and took the silver cover off her plate. “Eat…please.”

She managed to get her own breathing under control as she looked at the stack of chocolate chip pancakes topped with whipped cream. There was also a fruit cup, three slices of bacon and two eggs over easy. All her favorite things. She wouldn’t be able to finish it all, but she couldn’t believe he’d remembered the chocolate chip pancakes. She hadn’t had those since she was a teenager. Her heart squeezed in a way that told her to run. To run far and fast before she got sucked too deep into life with Wyatt that it would slay her if they ended. But she couldn’t and more importantly, wouldn’t. Not anymore. Even if she lost him, she was taking this chance. “This looks amazing, thank you.”

Grunting a non-response he just leaned back on one elbow, stretching out on the bed alongside her so that they were facing each other. His head was next to her feet and vice versa. He was dressed casually today, wearing pressed slacks and a button down shirt that probably cost more than she made in a week. But no tie and no jacket.

“Are you just going to watch me eat?”

That wicked glint was back as his gaze strayed to her mouth. “I like watching you eat.”

Her cheeks heated, but she tried to ignore the reaction building inside her. Just being close to him got her hot. As her fork cut through the stack of pancakes she said, “If you’re courting me, you have to tell me something about yourself that no one else knows.”

He was silent for a moment. “I’d rather jerk-off to thoughts of you than be with anyone else.”

She choked on her food, coughing until he moved up the bed and patted her on the back. Iris took a sip of coffee, trying to clear her throat. “That’s not what I meant,” she rasped out, still lightly coughing.

“Okay then…I’ve been masturbating to thoughts of you for longer than you probably want to know about.” He didn’t move back to his original position, but stayed where he was, sitting directly next to her, crowding right into her personal space.

He wasn’t touching her though. It was like there was an invisible line he was forcing himself not to cross. Because if he did, he’d throw his no-sex idea right out the window. Iris knew if she pushed him she could get him to do just that. They could be naked in seconds. But the more she thought about it, the more she liked the idea of getting to know each other more. Sex was easy for them. The rest of their relationship was complicated. They might already know a lot about each other, but marriage was a whole different ballgame. One she had no clue how to navigate. Maybe he was on to something with his idea.

“Now it’s your turn,” he said quietly.

There was no way in hell she was admitting that she also thought of him while touching herself. It would make him too smug. “Okay. I don’t think I ever told you, but the reason I joined the Marines is because when I was nine, I had a sort of crush on one of my mom’s boyfriends.” Iris snorted at the memories. “He was the only decent man she ever dated and she ended things with him because, and I quote ‘he’s too nice’.” Iris hadn’t understood her mother then and now that the woman was deceased, she still didn’t. It was like her mother had intentionally gone for the a*sholes. As if she liked being treated like dirt. Iris finally realized that she’d had no self-esteem, but it didn’t make sense to her. “Anyway, this guy was a little older than my mom by about a decade. He’d been in the service for twenty years and he bought me a kitten.”

Wyatt frowned at her last statement. “I don’t remember you ever having a pet.”

“It’s because my mom made me get rid of him. She actually made Hank take Mr. Buttons when they broke up.” That was when Iris realized that getting attached to people or things was a waste of time. Well, Wyatt had been an exception. When they’d become friends at ten years old, she had to make the exception. He’d just pushed his way into her life, trying to look out for her even though he was just a kid himself trying to avoid beatings from his old man. Her mom might have been a terrible role model, but her home had at least been a safe haven for Wyatt.

Wyatt didn’t say anything, just watched her thoughtfully so she continued. She stabbed a bite of pancake and stared at it as she spoke. “At the time he was the only decent man I’d ever met. So I just knew that being a Marine was a big deal, something important. And I was determined to become one myself. My mom always said that was stupid, that I should marry one and let him take care of me.” Iris shrugged again, but the action was jerky, not casual as she’d intended. Her mom’s stupid ideas of letting a man take care of her had only made Iris even more determined to become a Marine, to be able to take care of herself and defend herself from anyone. Everything she’d learned in the service, no one could ever take that away from her. Her skills were now a part of her and she treasured them.

Wyatt was silent for a few minutes, just watching. She could feel the heat of his gaze on her, but she couldn’t meet it. Finally he spoke. “If you don’t eat that pancake I’m calling dibs.”

His words dispelled the melancholy she always felt when she thought of her mom. They also inspired another thought. Without thinking, she brought the fork to his lips. He looked surprised, but took the bite.

Her eyes strayed to his mouth, watching the way he chewed, the way his throat worked as he swallowed. Heat bloomed between her legs as she imagined his mouth and tongue working her. “I like watching you eat too,” she whispered.

Wyatt pushed out a rough breath. “You’re going to make this no-sex thing impossible, aren’t you?”

She grinned and snagged another bite for herself. “Not any more than you’re going to make it for me.”



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His shoes were silent along the hospital corridor. Not that it mattered. He didn’t look out of place wearing his stolen doctor’s scrubs. Still, he resisted the urge to look at his watch. He had three minutes max to get in and get out.

The lone nurse talking frantically on the phone behind her desk didn’t glance his way as he slipped into Sato’s room. It was past visiting hours, but the ICU had a few holes in their security—and he’d created one very big one in the ward next door by creating a distraction.

Hospitals didn’t take bomb threats lightly, especially not in the NICU. It had been risky, but all available personnel had been called away including the guards to Sato Tora in the neighboring ICU. Or he really hoped they had been. He’d waited to make sure her room cleared out then doubled back, but it was still possible that someone remained in there.

A couple smoke bombs placed very strategically and the entire ward had panicked. Most people wouldn’t have had the balls to do what he was doing, but he wasn’t most people.

Something Wyatt Christiansen would soon find out. He’d been putting up with the other man’s bullshit for long enough. He never should have hired someone to take care of what he could do himself. It had just seemed cleaner at the time.

Now he had to kill Sato. She hadn’t talked to the cops or he’d be in jail right now, but he couldn’t take the chance that she eventually would.

The steady beep of the heart monitor was the only sound in the quiet room. Luckily the lights were off and the curtain was drawn around Sato’s bed, giving him enough privacy. If he was really lucky, Sato wouldn’t even wake up.

Things would be very tidy that way.

Clenching his gloved hands, he prepared himself for what he had to do as he opened the closet door and pulled out an extra pillow. He’d killed before. But he’d never taken the life of a woman. It wasn’t like he had a choice though. And she was just a paid assassin anyway. God only knew how many people she’d murdered for money. He was doing the world a favor.

As he neared the edge of the curtain, he could see Sato patting the sheet, no doubt looking for the call button. Even though he’d been quiet, she’d still heard him. Her hands were chained to each bedrail though, making movement difficult. The clanging sound of metal on metal seemed over pronounced in the room.

Sorry, sweetheart, he thought, but remained silent.

“Who’s there?” Sato’s voice was slurred. They clearly had her drugged up. He hadn’t been surprised when he’d heard she’d wounded herself while in holding. She might have wanted it to look like a suicide attempt, but he knew better. She’d be trying to escape as soon as the drugs wore off.

When he stepped from the shadows, Sato blinked a few times, as if she couldn’t make him out. That was fine with him.

“How’d you get in here?” she asked hoarsely.

Before he could change his mind, he shoved the pillow over her face.

With surprising strength, she managed to grab his forearm and dig her fingernails in. She couldn’t move much because of the chains. She held on tight, clawing into him like daggers piercing his skin, but the cutting pain was nothing compared to what would happen to him if she talked. For all he knew she’d try to cut a deal with Interpol. That was unacceptable. He leaned his weight into his hands and pressed down as hard as he could over her nose and mouth.

Sato thrashed around, her legs flailing as she struggled to fight the inevitable, but in the end she lost. Sweat broke out across his body from the strain of holding the pillow in place. After what seemed like an eternity, her lean body completely stilled against the starchy sheets. As he lifted the pillow, he made himself look at her face. Blank, dark eyes stared into nothingness. Just to be certain he tested her pulse, but he knew a dead body when he saw one. Moving quickly, he put the pillow back in the closet and slipped out of the room as quietly as he’d entered. Time was ticking down.

As he reached the elevators and door to the stairs he still didn’t breathe easy. Glancing at his watch he saw that three minutes had passed. He had maybe two minutes before…nope. Time was up. Two men in police uniforms hurried down the hall in his direction. Keeping his head down and his stance as casual as possible considering the circumstances, his insides tensed until they passed. He wouldn’t have much longer until they discovered the body.

The elevators were on lockdown because of the bomb threat so he pushed open the door to the stairwell and sprinted down the steps. When his hand hit the emergency exit door, an ear-piercing alarm went off. He quickly stripped off his doctor’s scrubs to reveal the casual jogging shorts and T-shirt he’d worn underneath. After stripping off his gloves, he retrieved his mp3 player from his pocket, shoved his gloves back in place of them, then put the earbuds in even though he didn’t turn it on. He needed an excuse to be running so as he fled out into the bright sunlight, he just looked like a man out for a run.

One down, one to go. And his next kill would be much harder. Unfortunately he knew there would be some collateral damage. He’d wanted to avoid that, but he couldn’t get to Wyatt directly so he’d have to find another way. Other people were definitely going to die. A small price to pay for his revenge.