I shiver. It’s not a memory I like.
Automatically, my gaze dips to the legs of the girl in the portrait. But her—my—thighs are close together and angled such that the worst of the scars aren’t visible. The scar on my left hip is, though. But Blaine has managed to make that raised welt part of the beauty of the painting. The edges are blurred, almost as if it’s in soft focus, and the red cord skims over the marred flesh, as if being bound too tight caused the wounds.
When you get right down to it, I suppose that’s true.
I look away, unnerved by the inescapable reality that the girl on the canvas is beautiful, even despite the scars.
“Nikki?”
I glance out of the corner of my eye and see that Damien is looking at me, not the painting, and there is concern on his face.
“He’s talented,” I say, my lips flickering into a conjured smile. “It’s a wonderful portrait.”
“It is,” he agrees. “Everything about it is exactly what I want.” There’s a familiar heat in his voice, and I understand both his spoken words and what remains unsaid.
I smile, and this time it doesn’t feel plastic.
Damien eyes me, and I see the playful light in his eyes.
“What?” I demand, amused but wary.
He shrugs, then glances again at the painting. “It will be a miracle if I get any work done in this room.” He nods toward the stone wall above the fireplace where the painting is to hang. “And I damn sure shouldn’t entertain in here.”
“Oh?” He has a cocktail party scheduled for this very room in only two days.
Damien chuckles. “I find that it’s a social faux pas to host a party with a permanent hard-on.”
“Well, then, perhaps you should have planned to hang the painting in the bedroom.”
“I don’t need the image in my bedroom. Not when I have the real thing.”
“And you do,” I say, my tone teasing. “Bought and paid for. At least until midnight when I turn into a pumpkin.”
His eyes darken, all playfulness vanishing. “Midnight,” he repeats, and I wonder at the harshness I hear in his voice. After all, it’s not as if I will truly turn into a pumpkin when our game is over. And I certainly won’t be going away—to be honest, I don’t ever want to go away. All that will change is that there will be no more rules—no more “sir,” no more orders, no more safe-words. There will be panties and bras and jeans if I want them. And, yes, there will be a million dollars.
But above all else, there will still be Damien.
“Follow me,” he says.
Again, I glance at my leg, then give my bound hands a little shake. “Untie me.”
He stands for a moment, his eyes on mine, and I can see that we are still playing games. My pulse pounds in my throat, and my nipples are erect. My hands, tied behind me, pull my shoulders back and lift my breasts. They feel full, needful, and I graze my teeth over my lower lip as I silently wait for Damien’s touch.
A game, yes. But I like it. In this game, there are no losers.
Slowly, he lets his gaze drift down over my body. My breath is shallow, and small beads of sweat form at the nape of my neck. I can feel the moisture between my thighs, the quivering need, and it takes all of my effort to stand silent and still and not beg for him to please, please fuck me. The bed is just a few yards away, the prop Damien brought in for the portrait. There, I want to scream. Just take me there.
But I don’t. Because I know this man. And most of all, I know that everything with Damien is worth the wait.
Finally, he bends down and untwines the cord from around my leg, but when he gets to my wrists, he stops, leaving them bound together behind my back, the red silk trailing from them like a tail.
“Damien,” I say, trying to sound stern, but there’s no keeping the amusement—and the excitement—from my voice. “I thought you were going to free me.”
“Bought and paid for, remember?”