Enough heated words had been hurled at the Québec winter, but all had failed to stop the snow.
In the chaos of the renovations, the papers had simply been dumped in the pine blanket box and forgotten. The box had sat in front of the hearth for years, unopened. Countless cafés au lait, and glasses of wine, and plates of regional cheese and paté and baguette, and feet, had rested on top of it, until the papers had been rediscovered a few months earlier.
“I doubt there’s anything valuable,” said Olivier, returning to the Gamaches’ table after taking Ruth her breakfast of Irish coffee and bacon.
“How is that woman still alive?” asked Reine-Marie.
“Bile,” said Olivier. “She’s pure bile. It never dies.” He looked at Reine-Marie. “I don’t suppose you’d be willing to help her?”
“Well, who wouldn’t want to work with pure bile?” she said.
“Once she gets a few drinks in her, she becomes simply nasty, as you know,” said Olivier. “Please. Please. It’s taken Ruth two months to get the pile down an inch. The problem is, she doesn’t just scan, she reads everything. Yesterday she spent the whole day on one National Geographic from 1920.”
“I would too, mon beau,” said Reine-Marie. “But I tell you what. If Ruth accepts the help, I’d love to do it.”
After breakfast, she joined Ruth on the sofa and started on the blanket box, while Armand and Henri walked home.
“Armand,” shouted Olivier, and when Gamache turned he saw the owner of the bistro at the door waving something.
It was the dossier.
Armand jogged back to get it.
“Did you read it?” he asked. His voice was just sharp enough for Olivier to hesitate.
“Non.”
But under the steady stare, Olivier cracked.
“Maybe. Okay, yes. I glanced at it. Just her picture. And her name. And a bit about her background.”
“Merci,” said Armand, taking the file and turning away.
As he walked home, Armand wondered why he’d snapped at Olivier. The file was marked “Confidential” but he’d shown it to Reine-Marie, and it wasn’t exactly a state secret. And who wouldn’t be tempted to look at something marked “Confidential”?
If they knew anything about Olivier, it was that he had no immunity to temptation.
Gamache also wondered why he’d left it behind. Had he really forgotten it?
Was it a mistake, or was it on purpose?
*
The snow returned by early afternoon, blowing in over the hills and swirling around, trapped there. Turning Three Pines into a snow globe.
Reine-Marie called and said she was having lunch at the bistro. Clara and Myrna had joined the excavation of the blanket box, and they’d be spending the afternoon eating and reading.
It sounded to Armand pretty much perfect and he decided to do the same himself, at home.
He poked the birch log freshly tossed on the fire in their living room grate and watched as the bark caught and crackled and curled. Then he sat down with a sandwich, a book, and Henri curled up beside him on the sofa.
But Armand’s eyes kept drifting back to his study, crowded with impatient young men and women, cheek by jowl, staring at him. Waiting for the old man to decide what next for them, as old men had decided the fate of youth for millennia.
He wasn’t old, though he knew he’d look old, perhaps even ancient, to them. The young men and women would see a man in his late fifties. Just over six feet tall, he was substantial rather than heavy, or so he told himself. His hair was more gray than brown and it curled slightly around his ears. While he’d sometimes had a moustache and sometimes a beard, he was now clean-shaven, the lines of his face visible for all to see. It was a careworn face. But most of the lines, if followed back like a trail, would lead to happiness. To the faces a face made when laughing or smiling, or sitting quietly enjoying the day.
Though some of those lines led elsewhere. Into a wilderness, into the wild. Where terrible things had happened. Some of the lines of his face led to events inhuman and abominable. To horrific sights. To unspeakable acts.
Some of them his.
The lines of his face were the longitude and latitude of his life.
The young men and women would also see the deep scar at his temple. It would tell them how close he’d come to dying. But the best of them would see not just the wound, but the healing. And they’d see, deep in his eyes, beyond the scar, beyond the pain, beyond even the happiness, something unexpected.
Kindness.
And perhaps, when their own faces were mapped, kindness would be discovered there too.
That’s what he was looking for in the dossiers. In the photographs.
Anyone could be clever. Anyone could be smart. Anyone could be taught.
But not everyone was kind.
Armand Gamache looked into the study at the young men and women assembled there. Waiting.
He knew their faces, or at least their photographs. He knew their stories, or at least as much as they were willing to tell. He knew about their schooling, their grades, their interests.
Among the crowd he spotted her. Amelia. Waiting with the rest.
His heart lurched and he stood up.
Amelia Choquet.
He knew then why he was reacting as he was. Why he’d left her behind at the bistro, and why he’d gone back for her.
And why he felt so strongly about her.
He’d shown the dossier to Reine-Marie hoping she’d give him the permission he sought. To do what all reason told him to do. To reject this young woman. To turn his back. To walk away, while he still could.
And now he knew why.
Henri snored and drooled on the sofa, the fire murmured and crackled, the snow tapped the windowpanes.
It wasn’t her first name he was reacting to. It was her last. Her family name.
Choquet.
It was unusual, though not unique. The normal spelling would be Choquette.
He strode across to his study and, grabbing her file off the floor, he opened it. Scanning down the pathetically scant information. Then he closed it, his hand trembling.
He glanced at the fire, and briefly considered laying her there. Letting her go up, or down, in flames. A witch for the burning.
But instead he went downstairs, to the basement.
There he unlocked the back room. Where all his files on old cases were kept. And at the very back of the back room, he unlocked a small box.
And there he found it.
Confirmed it.
Choquet.
Logic told him he could be wrong. What were the chances, after all? But in his heart he knew he was right.
Returning upstairs, his feet heavy on the steps, he stood at the window and watched the snow falling.
Children, in hastily unpacked snowsuits smelling of cedar, were running around the village green, chasing and tackling each other into the soft snow. Pelting anyone in their sights with snowballs. Rolling out snowmen. They shrieked and yelled and laughed.
He went into his study and spent the next hours doing research. And when Reine-Marie arrived back, he greeted her with a large Scotch and the news.
He had to go to the Gaspé.
“The Gaspé?” she asked, making certain she’d heard correctly. It was the last thing she expected him to say. Go to the bathroom. Go to the store. Go to Montréal even, for meetings. But the Gaspé Peninsula? Hundreds of miles away, where the edge of Québec met salt water.
“Are you going to see him?”
When he nodded, she said, “Then I’m coming with you.”
He returned to his study. Staring through the mullioned windows, he saw the exhausted children falling on their backs, one after the other, into the snow, sweeping their arms and legs up and down.
Then they got up and trudged home, squirming as snow melted down their necks and trickled in rivulets down their backs. It stuck to their mitts and the back of their tuques. Their faces were bright red and their noses ran.
They left behind them angels in the snow.
And in the study, his hand trembling slightly, Armand took a deep breath and changed the dot on Amelia’s file. To green.