“Dan Smirnoff says you're working together now.”
Some beer found its way into my sinuses. I had to give it to Rebecca: she knew her shit.
Smirnoff was the whole reason for this conversation. All this crap about Fleshy and tank cars was just to get me loosened up. And when I went into my PATEOTS rap, she knew I was ready to be goosed in the 'nads. How many times had I given her my patented PATEOTS rap? Two or three at least. I like a good story. I like to tell it many times. By now she knew: talk to S.T. about eyedroppers and tank cars and he'll fly off the handle. Once I got flying on any toxic theme, she could slip in one tough question while my guard was down, watch my hairy and highly expressive face for a reaction, and glimpse the truth. Or find a basis for all her darkest suspicions.
“Smirnoff's one of these people I have to have contact with. Like a prison guard has to have contact with a certain number of child molesters.”
“You'd put him in that category?”
“No, he's not crafty enough. He's just pissed off and very full of himself.”
“Sounds familiar.”
“Yeah, but I have a reason to be arrogant. He doesn't.”
“Patti Bowen at NEST says...”
“Don't tell me. Smirnoff went to her and said, 'Hey, I'm putting a group together, a direct-action group, more hardhitting than GEE, and Sangamon Taylor is working with me.”
“That's what Patti Bowen said.”
“Yeah, well Smirnoff got ahold of me the other day - you understand, I just hung up on the bastard, because I don't want the FBI to even imagine him and me on the same line - so he tracked me down in the food co-op when I was cutting fish. And he said, 'Patti Bowen and me are working together on a hardhitting direct-action group, nudge nudge wink wink.' So I waved my boning knife at him and said, 'Listen, pusswad, you are toxic, and if you ever call me, ever call GEE, ever come within ten feet of me again, I'll take this and gut you like a tuna.' Haven't heard from him since.”
“Is that your position? That he's a terrorist?”
“Yeah.”
Rebecca started writing that down, so I added slowly and distinctly, “And we're not.”
“So he's the same as Hank Boone, in your opinion.”
I had to squirm. “Morally, yes. But no one's really like Boone.”
Boone had this thing about whaling ships. He liked to sink them. He was a founder of GEE and hero of the Soviet invasion, but he'd been kicked out seven years ago. Off the coast of South Africa he had filled a Zodiac full of C-4, lit the fuse, pointed it at a pirate whaler, and jumped off at the last minute. The whaler went to the bottom and he went to hide out in some weepy European social democracy. But he kept dropping out of sight and whaling ships kept digging craters on the floors of the seven seas.
“Boone's effective. Smirnoff is just pathetic.”
“You admire Boone.”
“You know I can't say that. I sincerely don't like violence. Honest to God.”
“That's why you threatened Smirnoff with a knife.”
“Second-degree. It's premeditated violence I can't stand. Look. Boone isn't even necessary. The corporations have already planted their own bombs. All we have to do is light the fuses.”
Rebecca sat back with those green eyes narrowed to slits, and I knew some sort of profound observation was coming down the pipeline. “I didn't think you were scared of anything, but Smirnoff scares you, doesn't he?”
“Sure. Look, GEE rarely does illegal things and we never do violent things. The worst we do is a little property damage now and then - and only to prevent worse things. But even so, we're bugged and tapped and tailed. The FBI thinks I'm Carlos the fucking Jackal. And we never talk about anything over the phone. 'Regular professionals.' But that clown Smirnoff is trying to organize an openly terroristic group - over the fucking telephone! He's about as shrewd as your brain-damaged Lhasa Apso. Shit! I wonder if we could sue him for defamation, just for mentioning our name.”
“I'm not a lawyer.”
“I could definitely see a defamation suit, though, if a news organization tried to connect us in any way.”
She was more amused than furious. I knew she would be; she thinks I'm cute when I'm angry. After you've fucked a man on a Zodiac in the middle of Boston Harbor on your lunch hour, it's hard to distance yourself from him, say what you want about objectivity and ethics.
“S.T., I am stunned. Did you really just threaten The Weekly?”
“No, no, not at all. I'm just trying to express how important it is that we are kept separate from him and Boone in the public mind. And as soon as we're done I'm going to drop a dime on one of our earnest young ecolawyers and see if we can sue the crap out of him.”
She smiled. “I don't want to connect you. There is no real connection. But I am interested in the topic. I mean, the Ike Walton League fades into the Sierra Club fades into GEE fades into NEST....”
“Right, and then Smirnoff, then Boone, then al-Fatah. And I think Basco and Fotex are down there somewhere. It's a dangerous premise, babe. You have to draw a definite line between us and Smirnoff. Or even NEST.”
“You're not allowed to call me babe.”
“It's a deal. You can call me anything but a terrorist.”
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