Two
Sarah of Doìre was finished with mages.
She had, she would readily admit, entertained that thought more than once over the course of her life. Being the daughter of the witchwoman Seleg had given her ample opportunity to watch magic and its practitioners at close range. Her brother Daniel, whose ultimate goal was to destroy the world with his self-proclaimed mighty magic, had laid yet more twigs upon the fire of her aversion.
But the last score of hours had turned aversion into full-blown loathing.
She leaned her pounding head back against the tree she’d been propped up against and tried to think clearly. It was possible that her ill feelings toward those of a more magical inclination might have been exacerbated by her recent journey made with her own poor self cast over a horse’s withers where her head had apparently bounced quite enthusiastically against its shoulder. She hadn’t blamed her very unmagical captors for setting her rather ungently against a tree, nor had she faulted them for tying her wrists and ankles together. How else could they have kept her where she was meant to stay? But there were others she could most certainly blame for the events leading up to her sitting where she was, freezing, and blame them she would.
Better that than the alternative of giving in to the fear that threatened to steal her breath. She wasn’t sure how much longer she could bear the darkness, and the things that lurked in the darkness—
She let out her breath slowly and tried to think about something else, anything else. Unfortunately, there was little else on which to fix her thoughts, given that the twisting path that had led her to where she was at present had begun with darkness.
There she’d been, innocently planning to shake Doìre’s dust off the hem of her cloak, when she’d become embroiled in a bit of do-gooding she’d thought she could manage. It was only as she’d stood in the great hall of the keep at Ceangail that she’d learned how unyielding and merciless the world of magic could be, how awful mages with terrible spells could become, and just how far out of her depth she was.
If that had been all, she supposed she would have been justified in her loathing of all things magical, but there had been more. The final blow had been discovering that a man she had unbent enough to actually have a few fond feelings for had not been a simple swordsman as he’d led her to believe, but instead Ruithneadh of Ceangail, youngest son of one of the most vile black mages in the history of the Nine Kingdoms.
She didn’t trust easily, but there had been moments over the past month where she had actually looked at Ruith and felt herself lower her sword, as it were. It had been poorly done. She would tell him that just as soon as she could get close enough to him to do so. The traders wouldn’t have been foolish enough to tie him next to her, which meant he was most likely tied to some other sturdy tree.
She opened her eyes a slit. The traders were standing there in the middle of the glade, warming their hands against a fire and speaking in a language she didn’t understand. They didn’t have blades in their hands, which meant they had obviously secured Ruith as well if they were that at ease. She looked around her as unobtrusively as possible, fully expecting to see Ruith trussed up securely across the glade.
But he wasn’t.
She forced herself to breathe evenly in spite of her rising panic. There was no reason to assume anything untoward had happened to him. Just because she couldn’t see him didn’t mean he was dead. He might have been picketed with the horses, or deemed to be too heavy a burden and left behind. There were a myriad of things that could have befallen him.
Things he could easily have countered.
That thought was a brisk slap. The truth was, he had lied to her, led her to places she never would have gone even in her nightmares ... and he had continued to lie to her and take her to horrible places until they’d wound up in the worst place of all where he’d only admitted who he was because he hadn’t had a choice. What made all of it so galling was that at any time, he could have stopped it. He, the son of an elven princess and a mage full of untold power, could have saved her grief, fear, and danger if he’d simply been willing to use his magic.
Which he hadn’t been.
She turned away from any concern she might have felt for him. He would save himself, if saving could be done, but he would do nothing for her. That much was obvious, given where she found herself. All she could do was get herself free, then take herself somewhere safe. She would then lock the door and hide in obscurity where she would no longer have to fear the dark or peer into shadows and worry they were full of things they shouldn’t have been—
Things such as the mage standing suddenly in the clearing in front of her.
He was one of Ruith’s bastard brothers from Ceangail. The last time she’d seen him, he’d been part of a circle that surrounded her and Ruith, a circle of men connected by spells that had dripped with evil. He hadn’t said anything in the keep, but she had noted his black, soulless eyes, eyes that had looked at Ruith mercilessly. He was simply watching the traders as he had Ruith, as if they were insects he would allow to scuttle about for a few minutes more before he crushed them carelessly under his boot.
She wasn’t sure how long he’d been standing there, watching. Apparently her escorts hadn’t noticed him before either, but they noticed him presently. They whirled around suddenly with their swords drawn.
Sarah would have told them not to bother, but she thought her strength might be better spent seeing if she couldn’t get her hands free before she became the center of attention.
The first of the four traders threw himself suddenly forward. Ruith’s half brother didn’t move, but the man stopped suddenly and dropped to the ground, as lifeless as his sword. The mage then turned and looked at her. Sarah felt her mouth go dry.
Damnation. Too late for escape.
He lifted his finger and her bonds fell away. “You won’t be needing those any longer,” he said in a soft voice that was all the more unpleasant for its lack of malice.
Sarah was pulled to her feet, but not by any hands she could see. It was only as she was standing there, swaying with dizziness, that she realized how badly her right forearm pained her. She looked down at the black streaks that trailed over her flesh, black mingled with red that burned like hellfire. She didn’t want to think about where she’d come by that wound, so she instead looked up. Ruith’s half brother was still watching her.
“I will take care of you later,” he said.
She imagined he would. And she imagined she would be able to do about it what she was always able to do about magic and its vile practitioners, which was exactly nothing. She was tempted to turn and bolt, but she had the feeling that would end badly for her. All she could do was hope that something unexpected would happen and the vile man in front of her might be distracted by other things long enough for her to slip away.
Then again, the fact that he had left her unbound said all she perhaps needed to know about his fear of that happening.
She watched him herd the remaining three traders into a little group and ask them politely if they’d seen anyone else who might have needed transport south, anyone of a male persuasion, perhaps even a companion of the woman over by the tree who they’d carried so carefully south.
“Nay,” the leader blurted out, sounding very near to tears. “No one—”
“Nay, there was a man,” another of the trio interrupted. “But we were told to leave ’im be.”
“Describe him,” the mage invited. “If you please.”
“Tall, dark-haired, well built,” the trader said, looking happy to speak about something that had nothing to do with him. “A brace o’ knives strapped to his back.” He shrugged. “’E was assuredly dead when last I looked.”
Sarah’s knees buckled, but she didn’t fall. That was perhaps because someone was holding her up. She turned her head, half expecting to find Ruith standing there, but she was sorely mistaken. Another of Ruith’s bastard brothers stood there, one she’d encountered more than once. He was still sporting the very puffy lip Ruith had given him, and Sarah wasn’t entirely sure his nose wasn’t broken thanks to the same encounter. There were things in his hair, muck from a less-than-clean floor that he was enjoying thanks to a hearty shove by Ruith as they’d escaped the keep. Táir, she thought his name might have been. He seemed less interested in her, though, than he was in his brother. He shoved her out of his way and walked into the firelight.
“What are you doing here?” Táir demanded.
His brother looked at him as if he’d lost his wits. “Looking for Ruithneadh. What else would I be doing?”
“Waiting behind like a woman until I’ve taken what’s mine,” Táir snarled. “Perhaps, Mosach, you forget your place.”
“And perhaps you forget to think,” the brother named Mosach said with a snort. “If you wanted Ruithneadh’s power, you should have taken it earlier whilst Díolain was distracted with that whoreson who brought the bloody hall down around our ears. Not that you could have taken anything but his pocket handkerchief with your patched-together incarnation of Father’s spell—”
“Then I’ll have your power instead,” Táir said hotly. “And hers.”
Sarah realized he was pointing at her. She wanted to quickly reassure him that she had nothing he could possibly want, but she couldn’t find breath to speak.
“She has no power,” Mosach said.
Sarah nodded, no doubt more enthusiastically than she should have.
“Are you daft?” Táir demanded. “She sees.”
Mosach started to speak, then shut his mouth abruptly. “How do you know?”
“Because I have two good eyes and use them now and again!”
Mosach looked at her with renewed interest. Sarah started to give voice to the strangled noises of denial she could feel bubbling up in her throat, but before she could, a kerfuffle of sorts distracted the brothers. The traders, those cold-eyed, heartless lads, had apparently decided that they were more interested in their lives than a bit of gold.
A pity they made so much noise when they fled.
Sarah didn’t dare turn and flee as well—having just seen what that would earn her, which was instant death—but she wasn’t above easing a single step backward so she was standing next to the tree. The bark was rough under her fingers, a solid reminder that there were things in the world that were still as she would have expected to find them. It was a rather comforting contrast to the battle of spells that had begun in front of her.
Ruith’s brothers, robbed of their sport with the traders, had turned on each other instead. Mosach was apparently every bit Táir’s equal in whatever unwholesome magical studies they’d engaged in over the years, and both of them seemed to have fury to spare.
She would have moved, but every now and again, one of the brothers would cast a look her way, a look that said they were perfectly aware of where she was. She had no doubt they would hunt her down if necessary.
Or perhaps not. As the minutes dragged on, their curses and spells became less frequent and a calm descended over the glade. There came a point where they were simply standing there in the flickering firelight, glaring at each other, completely immobile. The spells they had cast were wrapped around each other, as if they had been bobbins in the hands of a master weaver of things no one could see.
Only she could see the spells.
She held her breath, then slowly and very carefully took a step backward.
Then another.
The brothers didn’t seem to notice—not, perhaps, that they could have done anything about it had they noticed. She eased back into the darkness in absolute silence, grateful for all the practice she’d had at it over the years.
Once she was certain she could no longer be seen, she turned and strode away swiftly. Or she would have, if she hadn’t walked into horses she hadn’t realized were collected together so closely behind her, contentedly crunching on the underbrush.
She closed her eyes briefly in gratitude. Surely no one would begrudge her a means of escape given that the beasts’ masters wouldn’t be needing them anymore. She started to select a pair of them, then realized she would only be needing one.
Because Ruith was dead.
But he couldn’t be. She had seen him the day before. She had rescued him the day before, felt his arms go around her, heard his heart beating—
She took a deep breath and shoved aside thoughts that didn’t serve her. If she didn’t hurry, she would share his fate. If nothing else, she might manage to meet someone someday who could avenge him. She couldn’t do that if she were dead.
She tethered the fastest-looking horse of the group to a handy tree, then turned to the others. She stripped off their gear, finding a happy cache of gold she was quite certain one of the lads had been hiding from the others, then sent the beasts off away from the fire. She found a heavy food bag hung on a nearby tree and put it without compunction into one of her newly acquired saddlebags.
She took the reins in hand, then found herself simply standing still again, staring off unseeing into the darkness. She could scarce believe what she’d heard, but Ruith’s brothers would have had no reason to lie. And the truth was, he had been facing lads who had been positively salivating at the thought of watching him draw his last.
She shook her head, shaking aside thoughts that she couldn’t yet face. She swung up into the saddle and turned her horse south, then paused. Perhaps she couldn’t rush off as easily as she thought. She’d had companions on her journey, companions who were presumably waiting for her in Slighe. But how could she possibly take care of a farm boy, two wounded mages, and an alemaster named Franciscus who she had recently realized was quite a bit more than a mere brewer of very fine apple-flavored ale? She had no magic and no skills past weaving a bit of wool into something useful. She couldn’t even look into the shadows with any sort of courage at all—
She shivered. If Franciscus was a mage, which she had no doubt he was, and if he had survived the collapse of Ceangail, which she could only hope he had, he would no doubt go and collect the rest of her company and keep them safe.
Leaving her free to disappear, which she should do without hesitation. She considered what locales she could bring to mind immediately thanks to all the time she’d spent studying the geography of the Nine Kingdoms on the off chance she had the opportunity to escape to one of them.
She couldn’t go north, because it was the way she’d come from and was host to far too many unpleasant mages. West led her back to Shettlestoune where there wasn’t enough rain yet too much of her past. East was nothing but ruffians, endless plains of grasses that boasted few if any towns of any size, and the schools of wizardry. South didn’t sound very welcoming either, but it might do for a couple of years until she could earn enough money and wrap enough anonymity around herself to be able to move a bit more freely and go where she wanted to.
She silently wished her companions good fortune, promised herself enough time to grieve for Ruith when she was settled, then turned her mount south and gave him his head. She saw nothing, heard no swearing, didn’t find herself immediately felled by magic.
Perhaps things would improve sooner than she dared hope.
Two days later, she had to face the fact that, despite her tentative hopes, things weren’t improving as quickly as she had wanted them to. That was mostly because she was obviously a worse judge of horses than she’d thought herself. She’d taken to calling her mount Plodding Clod—which he perhaps resented—because he’d had absolutely no interest in her terrible haste. Keeping him in a canter had been almost impossible. His trot had been a horrible thing that not even her decent riding skills could compensate for. She couldn’t help but think she would have made better time and been less weary if she’d used her own two feet.
She looked up at the darkening sky and decided she’d had enough for the day. She was only a few hours into her ride across the plains of Ailean, which was something of a two-edged sword. She had left forests and hills behind, which made it more difficult for anyone to follow her unseen, but being out in the open left her less unseen herself. There was a line of trees in front of her that shimmered with something that spoke quite strongly of illusion. It was a pleasant illusion though, so she felt somewhat safe in making for the spot.
She told her horse to stop, but he, being who he was, completely ignored her. She finally wrestled him to a halt, then dismounted.
He reared. The moment his feet touched the ground, he ripped the reins from her hand and bolted, displaying a gallop she could have certainly used long before then.
She stood there and gaped as he carried off not only her pilfered gold but her borrowed sword and all her food. His hoofbeats faded so quickly into the distance that she imagined she wouldn’t manage to catch him without considerable effort, if at all.
She turned and looked around her, half expecting to see something horrible leap out at her from the trees. There was nothing save that strange glamour that was woven into the last of the winter grasses at her feet and hanging like a curtain from the bare winter branches of the trees before her. There were spots in the grass that were burned, as if someone had recently made a great bonfire there. She could only hope they hadn’t chosen to remain behind to see who might come along and admire their work.
Well, there was nothing to be done but seek shelter for the night, then regroup on the morrow. She had started off her journey with only a handful of coins, her meager store of courage, and her skirt pulled over her head to be used as a cloak. At least now she had a decent cloak to keep her warm and a pair of elegant and useful knives stuck down the sides of her boots. Things could have been much worse.
She took a deep, calming breath, then walked through the trees, trying to ignore how quickly twilight had fallen and how much darker it was in the trees than it had been out in the open. She pulled her cloak more tightly around her and walked silently to the stream she could see glimmering in front of her. She knelt down at the water’s edge, then had a long drink whilst there was still enough light to manage it. She sat back on her heels and rested her hands on her knees. Perhaps she would find a bit of peace after all.
Or so she thought until she heard the crack of a twig behind her.
She suppressed the urge to shriek. Truly, she was finished with the dark and magic and things she couldn’t possibly fight any longer. She managed a deep, quiet breath, then pulled the knife from her boot with a badly trembling hand. She took it by the tip, took her courage in hand, then rose, turned, and flung the blade at the hooded figure standing ten paces away in a single, fluid motion.
Curses filled the air.
Sarah closed her eyes, because she was fairly sure the curser wouldn’t see her at it. Apparently, Ruith’s bastard brothers were as poor at judging his condition as she was at judging horses, for Ruith was most certainly not dead.
He was also not rushing forward to proclaim his joy at seeing her alive. He merely turned without comment to fetch her knife that she could see quivering in the tree behind him. He pulled it free, then walked back toward her and handed it to her wordlessly before he squatted down and had his own drink. Judging by the time he spent at the task, it had been a while since he’d managed it.
Sarah stood there, unsure if she should stab him whilst he was otherwise occupied or let out the shuddering breath she was still holding.
He was alive. She was slightly surprised to find out how relieved she was by that fact.
She was still trying to master her rampaging emotions—and recover from the fright he’d given her—when he finally splashed water on his face, dragged his hands through his hair, then rose and turned to look at her. His face was so deep in shadows, she couldn’t see his expression. He wasn’t bursting into tears or pulling her into a joyful embrace.He wasn’t doing anything save standing there with his arms folded over his chest.
“I thought you were dead,” she managed weakly. “How did you—”
“I don’t suppose you brought any food,” he interrupted coldly.
She blinked in surprise at his tone. “Well, actually, nay—”
“I imagined not, but never mind,” he said, taking hold of her good arm. “I don’t have enough myself for even a pair of days. You’ll see to earning meals if we’re fortunate enough to find farms along our road.”
She found herself stumbling alongside him as he pulled her away from the river. She was dumbfounded—nay, appalled—not only by the unfriendliness of his tone but the roughness of his grip. It was as if none of their previous journey had taken place. Instead of Ruith, she was now facing that gruff, intimidating mage she’d first met as she’d been desperate enough to brave his front door to beg for aid.
“What is wrong with you?” she managed, trying to pull her arm away.
“Be silent,” he said harshly.
“I don’t understand—”
“Of course you don’t,” he said curtly. “No matter. I’ll explain it to you in simple terms as we go, that you might. Now, come along, wench, and don’t argue with me.”
She would have pulled away and plowed her fist into his face, but she wasn’t a brawling sort of gel. That and since it was too dark to see him properly, she feared she might miss.
“Need aid with your slurs along with your spells?” he taunted, the sneer plain in his voice.
“I ... I ...” She groped for something useful to say, but couldn’t find anything. She continued with him only because he didn’t give her any choice. She was so surprised at what he’d said—and how he’d said it—that she didn’t think to stop walking until they were free of the trees and out in the open. The moon gave no light, but that was because it was obscured by a healthy collection of rain clouds.
Sarah slipped as she tried to jerk away from Ruith. She found her feet and whirled on him, fully intending to give him back as good as he’d given—
Only she felt the hair on the back of her neck stand up.
There was something in the trees behind them. Or someone, rather.
Ruith pulled her along with him. “Don’t dawdle,” he said sharply.
Her desire to stab him was quite suddenly and fully eclipsed by an intense desire to flee. She would have, but Ruith seemed determined to keep her beside him. She imagined that was so she could shovel a bit of manure at their next stop so he could have something to eat.
She began to wonder if she’d strayed into a waking nightmare. She was only hours into a journey across an endless plain with no gold, no food, and no means of protecting herself. She was being followed by something whose menace she could feel from where she stood—or stumbled, rather. And then, as if that wasn’t enough, she had been reunited with a man whose loss she had been fully prepared to mourn greatly only to find that he had become easily the most arrogant, unfeeling, unpleasant lout—
“Hurry,” he snapped.
She did, because he gave her no choice. She immediately discarded the thought of running away from him. If she did, the shadow behind her might follow her, and then she would be dead. If Ruith noticed anything, he was either too tight-lipped to say as much, or he didn’t care. She wasn’t sure which it was, nor was she sure she cared to know.
She just knew she didn’t want any more of the things that made up his life.
She trotted alongside him, numb from what he’d said to her and too unsettled to even attempt to muster up enough energy to tell him to take himself and his rude words and go to hell, and formulated a plan with what few wits remained her. She would go with him until they’d reached some sort of civilization. And then when it was safe, she was going to walk away from mages and spells and elven princes who looked like mercenaries and behaved with no manners at all.
She had the feeling her life might depend on it.