“Can you repeat that?”
“FOR GOD’S SAKE, HELP ME OUT HERE.”
“Say that again?”
“I WILL END YOU.”
“That’s not nice.”
I’m about to pick my bitch phone up and pitch it out the window, when the damn thing starts ringing. Unknown number. Seeing an opportunity to take my frustration out on an unsuspecting telemarketer, I whip my Jeep into a gas station and answer it. “Yeah?”
“Kit?”
I pull my phone away from my ear to stare at the number again before answering. “Yes?”
“Hey. It’s Dee.”
My heart launches into my throat, and I barely manage a pathetic, “Oh . . . hey.”
“Hey, I just wanted to let you know that we all freaking loved you!”
“You did?”
“Yeah, you got the job!”
“I did?”
“Yeah!”
“Seriously?”
Dee laughs, and I silently thank God I didn’t chuck my phone into a pothole. “Yeah, you were awesome. Seriously, you blew it out of the water. I only have one last question before we make it official-official.”
Yeeeah, because that doesn’t sound ominous at all. “Okay?”
“Which of the guys do you think is the hottest?”
I glance around the gas station for some kind of candid camera. “You’re joking, right?”
“Nope, simple question. You could bang one, who do you choose? Adam and Shawn are pretty hot, but Joel is hotter, right?”
It’s a trap. It’s a giant deadly trap with flashing neon signs, because from my time in Mayhem, I could tell Adam was with Rowan and Joel was with Dee . . . sooo . . . I really have no idea what the hell is going on. “None of the above?”
“Aw, come on,” Dee coaxes. “I’m just curious, honest. No one is even around me right now, and I swear I won’t tell.”
Never in my life have I been a girl’s kind of girl. I’ve never kissed and bragged. I’ve never squealed over boys. And I’ve certainly never told an absolute stranger about my high school crush on Shawn Scarlett, so I’m not going to start spilling my guts now, right after that crush rose from the dead and pushed its dirty zombie fingers up and out of my chest.
“Dee, honestly . . . if I’m going to be in the band, those guys are going to be like my brothers. It doesn’t matter how hot they are because I don’t need that kind of drama.”
And that’s the God’s-honest truth. Shawn is hot, but he seems to follow that unspoken rule that the hotter a guy is, the stronger his asshole gene is. I wouldn’t sleep with him again if he begged me.
“RIGHT ANSWER!” Dee shouts, and I flinch at the excitement in her voice. “That was perfect! You’re in!”
“What if I had said Adam?” I ask, because I never know when to keep my mouth shut.
“You’d be out,” she answers, like it’s no big deal.
“What if I’d said Joel?”
“Just be glad you didn’t.” She finishes with a little laugh that sounds downright evil, and I make a mental note: don’t get on the crazy chick’s bad side. “So look,” she continues, “your first band practice won’t be this coming weekend because it’s Easter, but I’m thinking maybe next weekend. One of the guys will give you a call when they get their shit figured out, ’kay?”
I agree in a daze, and the call ends with Dee asking me where I live and suggesting maybe I find a place closer to town. Then I’m just driving toward home, wondering how I should feel.
It’s done now. I did it. I landed a coveted guitarist position with The Last Ones to Know. The opportunity of a lifetime. And my job is going to entail practicing with Shawn. Performing with Shawn. Writing music with Shawn. Touring with Shawn . . .
“KIT?” MY MOM says at the dinner table, and my head snaps up so fast, I nearly bite my tongue clean off.
“Huh?”
“You’ve barely touched your chili,” she notes from her seat at my right, at the end opposite my dad. “What’s going on with you?”
“I got a job today.”
I answer with a forced smile, keeping Shawn’s name buried down deep. Sunday nights are family dinner nights, and I typically eat just as much and just as fast as my two-hundred-plus pound brothers—but tonight my stomach is in knots, and Shawn Scarlett’s name is written all over every single one of them.
My mom’s mouth crinkles at the corners. She’s built like a ballerina, with soft brown eyes and fuzzy brunette hair, and those brown eyes light up when she says, “That’s wonderful! Doing what?”
When she sets her silverware down and gives me her undivided attention, I lose the good fight and divert my eyes to my dad. “It’s in Mayfield. I’m thinking of moving there.”
My brothers and I inherited our mother’s lean frame and smooth features, but our father’s dark hair, dark eyes, and height. He’s a big man with a way about him that just makes you want to spill your guts, so when he sets his silverware down too, I know I’m in trouble.
“What job’d ya get, hun?”