Silence for the Dead

We reached the landing and she paused, looking out the small window at the marshes. “We stayed in Switzerland until Mama got sick. When she died, all I wanted was to come home. I thought the house would be empty, that it would still be ours. When I saw that wasn’t so, I should have run. But where would I go? I had come into the country on an assumed passport. I wasn’t supposed to be in England. Someone had always taken care of us, even in Switzerland, but not now. If I’m found, I’ll hang as a murderer. So I broke into the cellar and hid.”

 

I pushed past her and led her out into the deserted corridor, toward the gallery that connected the west wing with this one. I thought of Martha’s report to Matron on that first day, of how the orderlies wouldn’t go into the cellar because they heard footsteps. “You’ve been here for days,” I said.

 

“I didn’t know what to do. I stole some food from the kitchen. I realized the house was full of madmen. I was going to leave. And then, that first night, I heard Papa.”

 

We’d reached the door. It was unlocked and ajar. I looked at Anna, and another piece fell into place. “That’s why his ghost is so angry,” I said. “Because you’re here.”

 

She swallowed. “I heard his voice. I saw him. It was as if I’d never killed him at all.”

 

We both fell silent for a moment. I tried to imagine what it had been like for her, seeing the ghost of the man she had shot, the man she had thought could never hurt her again. Finally I slipped through into the darkness, Anna behind me.

 

The smell was the same, that dusty, rotten, wet smell, but it seemed worse. We picked our way down the corridor, stepping over the dust and the fallen debris from the ceiling. I strained my ears, focusing on every sound. At first I thought the rain had grown heavier; then I thought perhaps it was just louder in this part of the house. When we turned the first corner, I realized my mistake. The sound of water was caused by a leak somewhere in the ceiling, and rivulets of dirty rain were trickling down the walls.

 

I glanced back at Anna. This was her family home, falling apart. But she had seen it already, and her face showed nothing.

 

Something scurried past us, and I flinched. Where was Jack? Where was Mabry? Had Creeton found them already?

 

“These men,” Anna said to me. “The men that the red-haired man is looking for, that my father is looking for. Are they weak?”

 

“No,” I replied. “Never.”

 

She nodded, and the set of her jaw became grim. “I thought perhaps that was so.”

 

“What do you mean?”

 

But she grabbed my forearm, her grip hard and cold. “Do you feel that?” she whispered.

 

I closed my eyes. Inhaled air that was suddenly frigid. “He’s here somewhere,” I said.

 

“Mikael,” she replied. “I feel him. It’s Mikael.”

 

The hair stood up on my arms, but it was easier now. Anna had known him, loved him. Sweet Mikael. He had deserved nothing that had happened to him after all. I opened my eyes again. “We have to go forward, Anna. They need our help. Mikael needs our help.”

 

She hesitated, then nodded. But she didn’t let me go.

 

The west wing was now utterly decayed, like a tomb centuries old. “I’m not certain where we are,” I confessed. “I came here once before, with Jack. We found all of your old belongings.”

 

“In Papa’s gallery,” she replied. “It’s just to the right. I thought all of our belongings must be there. But it’s locked, so I couldn’t go in.”

 

We came to the door and I tried the handle. It was locked. I patted my pockets, and then I remembered. The key to this door was on the orderlies’ key ring—the one I had given to Creeton. “I don’t have the key,” I told her. “Only the orderlies have them. We have to keep going.”

 

“Kitty,” Anna whispered, “I don’t hear anyone.”

 

“Neither do I.” It worried me. What if everyone was hiding? Or dead?

 

The back of my neck prickled with cold, and then it was gone. My skin felt warm and humid again, clammy with damp from the rain and from my own fear.

 

Where did ghosts go when they left?

 

And then, from below us, I heard shouts. Two voices. Three.

 

I turned back to Anna. “Where is the nearest staircase?”

 

“This way,” she said, and she disappeared around a corridor without me. I followed, taking as much care as I could not to step on a nail or a mouse or a patch of rotten floor. I kept Anna’s figure in sight and only looked forward.

 

We had just reached the stairwell—the door was rotten, warped in its frame, and it took both of us to pry it open—when we heard a single gunshot. “The Luger,” I said, pushing past her, running down the rotten stairs that bowed and groaned under my weight. I’d spent enough time on servants’ stairs to last me a lifetime. I came out the door at the other end and ran in the direction where I thought I’d heard the sound. Shouts came from before me, and another somewhere to my right, voices echoing off the strange corridors. One of them was Jack’s.

 

I turned toward it, but another sound was closer to me, to my left. It was a groan of pain. I’d lost Anna now, but there was nothing I could do about it. I followed the sound and found Roger lying half inside a closet, his legs out in the corridor, his right arm and torso slicked with blood.

 

“He shot me,” he said without preamble as I knelt beside him. “He’s got the Luger. Shot me in the shoulder when I grabbed him. I think it’s broken. Good God, it hurts like the goddamned devil—”

 

So Creeton had found his Luger, then. “I don’t know what to do,” I said to Roger. “I don’t know what to do.”

 

“Give me a strip of something and we’ll tie it off. Who the hell is that?”

 

Anna had appeared over my shoulder. “Do you have something?” I cried at her. “A cloth of some kind. Something!”

 

She stared at me helplessly. I grabbed the hem of my apron and ripped a strip from it, my arms straining as the thick fabric nearly refused to give way. I handed it to Anna. “Follow his instructions,” I told her, “and tie it off. I’m going to find the others.”

 

“In the ballroom,” Roger said. “To the left.”

 

And then I was gone, racing down the corridor toward the big, grand double doors that had once led to the ballroom.