Breathing’s moving!
Here, said Maggie, let’s go outside and I’ll kill something to show you.
What would you kill?
They looked out the window.
That dog, said Maggie, pointing.
It was at the edge of the yard, just lazing in the sun. It was the dog LaRose’s family fed. He didn’t say that he recognized it, but he did say, You must be mean. Nobody just goes and kills a dog for nothing.
Your dad went and killed my brother for nothing, said Maggie.
On accident.
Same difference, said Maggie.
LaRose got tears in his eyes and then Maggie did too. She was overcome by a restless wretchedness. Dusty had come to her in a dream and showed her a stuffed dog that looked, she now remembered, just like that orange dog out there. She turned back to check on the dog, but it was gone. She had a thought. She could get something from LaRose. Get him to help her.
Okay, little dork.
Don’t call me that.
I won’t call you dork if you change my mom from evil, like she is now, into nice. If you can do that? I think they would make a TV show about you.
What should I do?
To make her nice?
LaRose nodded. Maggie told him to ask if she needed a foot rub, but LaRose looked confused.
Do anything she tells you to do, Maggie directed. And eat her cakes. Also, hugs.
LaRose waited for Nola to tell him to do something. Later on that day, Nola said that LaRose should call her, Nola, mother.
Okay, Mother.
Give me a hug?
He did that too.
Nola smoothed back his hair, looked into his eyes, and her face ballooned up and went red, like she might roar.
What’s your favorite food? she asked.
Cake?
She said she would make him lots of cakes. When LaRose put his arms around her neck he could feel her bones jutting up under her skin.
You’re boney, he said to Nola.
You can feel my skeleton, Nola said.
Are you a Halloween lady? he asked carefully.
No, she said, I’m not. My mother was a witch. I don’t want to be my mother.
LaRose laid his head on her chest to make sure her heart was beating. Her collarbone jutted against his temple.
Boney, he thought. She’s boney. He’d heard his father tease his mother. You’re getting boney! He’d heard his grandmother say this about his sister Snow. You don’t want to be so boney, like your mother.
He’d landed in a world of boney women. Even Maggie was boney with her gangly legs. He hadn’t said it, though. Nor had he said that Maggie called her mother evil. Something stopped him. He didn’t know why he just didn’t say everything in his mind anymore. It was like his mouth had a little strainer that only let through pleasant words.
LAROSE SAW HIS real mother in the grocery store. He ran to Emmaline and they melted together. Romeo happened to witness this incident. He stood in the meat-case radiance, swaying, clasped his basket to his chest. Across his face there passed an expression that did not belong to the dangerous scumbag he considered himself now. Romeo caught himself, narrowed his eyes, and pretended to examine the tubes of cheap hamburger.