“Yes and no. And I’m not entirely sure what to believe. There’s a lot of small-town gossip, and I’m unsure what’s true and what isn’t. Anyway, Aaron aside, not knowing you need to separate your colors is not a crime. I had no idea until I moved out on my own too. What’s important is that you’re a great person, and you have amazing qualities, one of which is putting other people and their needs ahead of your own.”
“Maybe that’s something I need to stop doing,” I say.
“I would have to agree. I think you need to take some time to focus on yourself and what you want to do with your life. It sucks that Dad didn’t tell you about Danielle, but unless it’s written in his planner, he tends to forget those important details.”
“I need to get my own apartment. And maybe quit my job.”
Van’s eyebrow lifts. “Are you sure you want to quit Smith Financial?”
“I’ve been thinking about it for a while. I was considering going back to school or something, but I have no idea what I want to do. I never got to have any of the normal jobs most teenagers have. I never waited tables or worked at a greasy fast-food place. I’ve only ever worked with Dad, and it feels like it’s sucking the life out of me.” And now that I say it, I can see that it’s true. I get up, do my job, run through the motions, but I have no desire to climb the Smith Financial ladder. “I need to figure out what I like and what I’m good at.”
Van’s brief silence is filled with the chirping of irritated birds in the trees above us. “Why don’t you stay here? See if you can find a local job?”
“Here? In Pearl Lake?”
“You can have the apartment above the garage. It’s basically finished.”
“I don’t want to do that to you and Dillion. You’re in your own honeymoon phase. Like you need your little sister crashing your party all the time.” But it definitely has allure. And there wouldn’t be a ton of pressure when it came to earning a salary, not like there would be in the city.
“You wouldn’t be crashing our party, Teag. Dillion adores you, and so do I. We both love having you around. Besides, we’ll all have our own privacy with you in the apartment and Dillion and I in the house.”
“Don’t you think you should ask her first, before you go offering me a place to live?”
“I don’t need to. I already know what she’d say because we had this conversation a long time ago.”
“You guys talked about me moving here?”
“Yeah. After all the shit went down with Bradley. Honestly, we were both surprised when you didn’t jump ship back then.”
“I didn’t want to leave Dad on his own,” I say, realizing how sad that sounds.
“But he’s an adult, he can take care of himself, and you can afford to take some time and figure yourself out.”
“I’ll need to see if anyone in town is hiring.” I start biting the skin around my nails, then realize what I’m doing and grab another snap pea instead.
“The garage is rent-free, and I’m guessing you must have some savings, so there really isn’t a rush. And you could always ask Dad if you could take a few months off if you don’t want to quit right away,” Van suggests.
“I don’t know if that’s the best plan, the taking time off, I mean. It’s probably the smarter move, but then I might be leading Dad to believe that I’m coming back, so he’d hire a temp instead of finding someone permanent to fill my position. Regardless, I don’t want to go back to the job. If I ask for a few months off, it’s like I’m giving myself an out if this doesn’t work the way I want it to. If I have a fallback plan, I’m not as likely to stick to my guns.”
“Okay. So you quit.”
“I quit.” Being the secretary to the CFO, while financially stable, is not the most exciting position. “I’d like to have a job lined up before I do that, though.”
“It’s the busy season, so there’s a good chance you’ll find something fast. The Stitches could probably use some help.”
“I appreciate that, but I’d like to at least try to get a job on my own that isn’t connected to your fiancée’s family.”
“I get it, Teag. Just know in this case you have a potential backup option if you need one.”
I hug his arm. “Thanks, Donny. You’re the best brother a girl could ask for.”
CHAPTER 3
EMPLOYABLE
Teagan
It’s late by the time I head out to the garage. I have to use the flashlight on my phone to make my way up the stairs. I’m a little intoxicated thanks to the martinis I consumed over the course of the evening, but it’s nothing a tall glass of water and a painkiller won’t cure.
Van walks me out, partly because I’m mildly afraid of the possibility that I’ll get eaten by a bear, and partly because I need help carrying the bedsheets and the floor fan up to the loft. It’s only spring, but I need the ambient noise to be able to sleep, especially since the birds start chirping around here before the sun has even peeked over the horizon.
I’m surprised when we enter the apartment and find that not only has the floor been finished, but an old bed frame has been assembled and tucked into one corner of the room. There’s also a mattress leaned up against the wall.
“Did you do this?” I ask Van.
“Aaron must have done it before he left.”
I guess I can see why he wasn’t all that excited about answering all my questions when he was trying to get this done. “The floors look good.”
They’re warm, whitewashed wide planks. The dark wood bed frame contrasts perfectly. I’m already planning the palette in my head. Maybe tomorrow I can hit up the local hardware store and pick up paint and wallpaper swatches so I can make this place feel like mine.
“They do. Aaron does nice work. Are you good with the bed where it is, or do you want it on another wall?” Van nods to the empty frame.
“It’s good where it is for now. I can move it later if I need to.”
Van helps me lay the mattress on the frame, and then I give him a hug and send him on his way. I lock the door behind him and get to work making the bed.
Once that’s done, I head to the bathroom and finish unpacking my toiletries. My prescriptions go in the medicine cabinet, and I grab a bottle of water from the fridge, making a mental note to replace it because I have a feeling it might belong to Aaron.
I wash down a painkiller along with my sleep medication to offset the potential for a martini hangover. It takes a good half hour to forty-five minutes for the medication to kick in, so I fire up my laptop and browse the Pearl Lake community website. It’s pretty lackluster and not all that easy to navigate. The job board only has two advertisements, both for road construction positions.
There’s a note at the bottom citing the community center as the best resource for job postings and that all applicants should apply in person. I guess I’ll be making a trip into town first thing in the morning.
I pull up my Pinterest account and key open concept apartments into the search bar. I spend the next half hour pinning fun ideas on how to make the most of a small space, jotting down color and layout ideas. After a while I start to yawn, so I shut my laptop, set it on the nightstand, and snuggle under the sheets.
Tomorrow is the beginning of my new life, and I can’t wait to start it.