She’s quick about it, unmusical, as if embarrassed to hear her own voice ringing out over those interminable black and white tiles, her hands holding the lectern like a raft. Nella shifts her eyes up as her sister-in-law intones, wondering why Marin is still here, unmarried, no gold band enclosing her finger. Perhaps there was no man with heart stout enough to take the battering? Nella relishes the pleasure of a vicious thought.
Is this my new family? she asks herself. It seems impossible that any of these people have ever laughed except for a hidden giggle in a sleeve. Cornelia’s chores seem endless. If she is not downstairs boiling a sturgeon, she’s polishing the oak and rosewood furniture, or sweeping the acres of floor upstairs, beating the sheets, polishing pane upon pane upon pane of glass. Everyone knows that toil makes you virtuous – that it keeps all good Dutch from the grasp of slovenly and dangerous luxury – and yet, something about Cornelia does not seem so pure.
Otto has a thoughtful expression on his face as he listens to the words. Catching Nella’s eye, he looks hastily away. Human contact in such a moment of spiritual reflection does seem almost sinful. Johannes chooses to clasp his hands into a fist of prayer, his eyes upon the door.
Nella returns to her room and attempts to write a letter to her mother, explaining her predicament. But the words she chooses withhold their best qualities, they refuse to match the way she feels inside. Nella cannot describe her bafflement, her exchanges with Marin, her husband who speaks in all tongues save that of love – nor the servants whose worlds are hidden, whose laughter is another language too. Instead she doodles names – Johannes, Otto, Toot, and draws a picture of Marin with a giant head, screwing up the paper in a ball and throwing it short of the fire.
An hour later, the sounds of men’s voices, barking dogs and Johannes’ laughter come up the main staircase. Nella looks out of the window onto the canal path and sees three strong journeymen with ropes slung over their shoulders. They are stepping out of the house, their sleeves rolled up.
By the time Nella has left her room, Marin is already in the hall. ‘Johannes,’ she hisses. ‘What on earth have you done?’
Nella moves quietly along the landing, and gasps when she sees what the three men have left in the hallway.
In the middle of the tiles is a cabinet – an enormous, looming structure, measuring nearly half Johannes’ height again; a huge cupboard supported by eight curved and sturdy feet, two mustard-coloured velvet curtains drawn across its front. Having shunted the Bible lectern into the corner to make room, Johannes stands by its side. One hand rests upon it; he gazes up at the gleaming wood, his smile unrelenting. He seems refreshed, more handsome than Nella has ever seen him.
Marin approaches the cabinet with caution, as if it might fall on her, or start to move of its own accord. Rezeki backs away with a deep growl. ‘Is this a joke?’ asks Marin. ‘How much did it cost?’
‘For once, sister, let us not talk of money,’ Johannes says. ‘You told me to find a distraction—’
‘Not a monstrosity. Is that saffron dye in those curtains?’
‘A distraction?’ Nella echoes, standing on the stairs. Marin spins round to face her, her expression aghast.
‘Something for you,’ Johannes calls. ‘A wedding gift’ He pats the side of the cabinet, and its curtains seem to twitch.
‘What is it, Seigneur?’
‘Made of oak and elm. Elm is strong,’ Johannes says, as if this is the explanation his new wife has been waiting for. He looks at Marin. ‘It’s used for coffins.’
Marin’s mouth sets in a thin line. ‘Where did you get it, Johannes?’
Johannes shrugs. ‘A man at the docks said he had some cabinets left over from a dead carpenter’s business. I had it improved with a tortoiseshell veneer and pewter inlays.’
‘Why have you done this?’ Marin says. ‘Petronella has no need of such a thing.’
‘It’s for her education,’ Johannes replies.
‘My what?’
Johannes reaches out for Rezeki but the dog bucks away from her master. ‘Hush, girl. Hush.’
‘She doesn’t like it,’ says Cornelia, who has followed Nella down the stairs. Nella wonders whether Cornelia is referring to her or the dog. Both of us, by the look of it, she thinks, watching Rezeki’s hackles rise. Cornelia holds her broom like a staff in front of herself, as if expecting an attack.
‘Education?’ Marin scoffs. ‘What does Petronella need with education?’
‘I should say she has very great need,’ Johannes says.
No I don’t, thinks Nella. I’m eighteen, not eight. ‘But what is it, Seigneur?’ she asks, trying to hide her dismay.
Finally, Johannes reaches for the curtains, and with an extravagant flourish, he pulls them aside. The women gasp. The inside of the cabinet is revealed, divided into nine sections, some lined with gold-embossed wallpaper and others with wooden panels.
‘Is it – this house?’ Nella says.
‘It’s your house,’ Johannes corrects her, pleased.
‘It’s a lot easier to manage,’ says Cornelia, craning to see into the upper rooms.
The accuracy of the cabinet is eerie, as if the real house has been shrunk, its body sliced in two and its organs revealed. The nine rooms, from the working kitchen, the salon, up to the loft where the peat and firewood are stored away from damp, are perfect replicas. ‘It’s got a hidden cellar too,’ Johannes says, lifting the floor up between the working and best kitchens, to reveal a concealed empty space. The ceiling in the best kitchen has even been painted with an identical trick of the eye. Nella remembers her conversation with Otto. Things will spill over, he’d said, pointing his finger to that unreal dome.
Rezeki growls and circles the cabinet. ‘How much was this, Johannes?’ Marin demands.
‘The frame was two thousand,’ he says placidly. ‘The curtains brought it to three.’
‘Three thousand guilders? Three thousand? Invested properly, a family could live off that for years.’
‘Marin, you have never lived off two thousand guilders in one year, for all your herring dinners. And with Meermans’ deal, what is there to worry about?’
‘Well, if you were doing something about it, I wouldn’t be worrying—’
‘For once in your life, be quiet.’
Marin reluctantly stands away from the wooden construction. Otto appears from the kitchen and eyes the new arrival with interest. Johannes seems slightly deflated, as if sensing his gesture is beginning to backfire.
The tortoiseshell casing reminds Nella of autumn in Assendelft, oranges and browns caught in motion, of Carel taking her by the hands and spinning her around beneath the garden trees. Pewter has indeed been embedded through like metal veins, fine and flowing over the entire surface, even the legs. There is an odd thrill in the wood and shell. Even the touch of the velvet curtains suggests a certain power.
In Assendelft, Nella knew richer children who’d been given cabinet houses, but none so grand as this. Before her father had drunk away their money there might have been a chance she’d have one too – smaller than this, a practice-instrument so she might learn to manage her larders, her linen, her servants and furnishings. Now she’s married, she’d like to think there is no need.
Nella catches Johannes watching her. ‘The hallway floor is identical,’ she offers, gesturing beneath their feet to where the black and white tiles span out. She places her finger delicately on the correspondent, miniature squares. ‘Italian marble,’ says Johannes.
‘I don’t like it,’ says Marin. ‘And neither does Rezeki.’ Johannes snaps. ‘Well, that’s a bitch’s taste.’ Marin’s face flames red, and she storms to the front door, slamming it behind her.
‘Where’s she going?’ asks Cornelia, sounding panicked. She and Otto watch their mistress’s progress from the front window.
‘I thought it would be a good surprise,’ Johannes says. ‘
But, Seigneur,’ says Nella. ‘What must I do with it?’
Johannes looks at her, slightly blank. He rubs the velvet curtains between forefinger and thumb before drawing them shut. ‘You’ll think of something.’
Johannes disappears into his study with the click of a lock. Otto and Cornelia make a quick descent to the lower ground floor, towards the working kitchen. Alone except for Rezeki whimpering around the hallway walls, Nella considers her gift. Her heart sinks. I am too old for this, she thinks. Who will see this piece of work, who will be able to sit on those chairs, or eat the waxen food? She has no friends, no family in this city to come and exclaim at it – it is a monument to her powerlessness, her arrested womanhood. It’s your house, her husband had said – but who can live in tiny rooms, these nine dead ends? What sort of man buys a gift like this, however majestic its casing, however beautifully made?
‘I don’t need to be educated,’ she says out loud. Rezeki whines. ‘Nothing to be frightened of,’ Nella tells her. ‘It’s just a toy.’ Perhaps the curtains could be cut into a hat, she thinks, pulling them apart.
As Nella stands before the exposed interior, it begins to make her uneasy. Its hollow carapace of elm and tortoiseshell seems to watch her back as if its rooms are eyes. From the working kitchen she can hear raised voices – Cornelia talking most, Otto’s quieter replies. She places a tentative hand over the wood again. It has a cooling effect compared to the velvet, hard as polished stone.
With Marin out and those two downstairs in the working kitchen, I could fetch Peebo and give him a fly, Nella thinks. Johannes wouldn’t notice, and it would be good to see my Peeblet soar. But as she turns from the cabinet towards the main staircase, her thoughts catch again on Marin’s distant keyhole, upstairs at the corridor’s end. Forget this insult of a dolls’ house, Nella cajoles herself, drawing its mustard-coloured curtains shut. You can go wherever you like.
Blood thumping, leaving Johannes’ present stranded on the tiles, Nella makes her way upstairs towards Marin’s room, Peebo quite forgotten. But her hallway bravado begins to feel flimsy. What if I’m caught? she wonders, her imagination surging once again as she scuttles along the corridor as quick as her skirts will allow. What happens to me then?
But Nella pushes open the heavy door and on the edge of Marin’s sanctuary, she is caught short, the extraordinary sight within vanquishing all caution.