Lilac Girls



Betty set the money tree on my blotter. “I brought this for your French babies. That should buy some tinned milk.”

It was good to see Betty, but I was behind schedule, and case folders were stacking up. In the French tradition, our office was closed for lunch from twelve-thirty to three, and I’d allocated that time to eat canned tuna at my desk and regroup for the afternoon onslaught.

“Thank you, Betty. Good to see you, but—”

“And shoe boxes, as promised. I only brought the French ones so those babies would feel at home.” Betty’s shoe habit provided the vessels for the comfort boxes I sent abroad, and I knew there’d be a steady stream to come.

Betty closed my office door. “I’m closing this on account of Miss Big Ears out there.”

“Pia?”

“She listens to everything, you know. Desperate to know where we’re lunching, of course.”

“I’m swamped and not hungry either, I’m afraid.”

“You can’t sneak in a bite? There’s nothing like a martini to stir up a lazy appetite.”

“How can I take lunch with that crowd waiting? I just had a couple from Lyon who haven’t heard from their daughter back in France since June. Both sobbing.”

“Honestly, Caroline. You’re a volunteer and you can’t even take lunch.”

“These people need me.”

“That elevator boy of yours—Cuddy?—maybe I’ll take him to ‘21.’ There’s something about a man in uniform.”

Betty looked in her compact mirror, checking herself for imperfections. Finding none, she shrugged, disappointed. Betty was often compared to Rita Hayworth, for she was blessed with an abundant head of hair and curves that once caused an elderly fellow in a wheelchair to stand and walk for the first time in years. She wasn’t always the prettiest girl in the room, but it was hard to take your eyes off her, like a train accident or a dancing bear.



“You need a break, Caroline. Why not be my bridge partner?”

“I can’t, Betty. Things are crazy here. With Hitler throwing his weight around, half of France is trying to get out, and the other half is desperate to get back in. I have sixty comfort packages to assemble. You’re welcome to help.”

“I do love the French. Seems you do as well. Saw that new boyfriend of yours yesterday, on his way to the theater.”

A few snowflakes fell outside the window. Was it snowing at our house up in Connecticut?

“He’s not my boyfriend.” Unfortunately, too true, though I saw Paul often that fall and early winter. He would stop by the consulate before rehearsal, and we’d share a brown-bag lunch up on the French Building’s roof garden, no matter the weather.

“You seem to find time for him. Mother told me she saw you step across to Sardi’s. ‘Tête-à-tête at lunch with a tall European.’ Her words. The whole town is talking about it, C. Seems he’s become your best friend now.” Betty lobbed a folded newspaper onto my desk. “There’s a blurb about you two in the Post. Did you know he was voted World’s Most Handsome Man by Physical Culture magazine?”

I wasn’t surprised but was somehow flattered by that. Who even voted for those things?

“One lunch,” I said. “Really. Giving him notes on his show—”

Betty leaned across my desk. “You deserve a lover, Caroline, but keep it quiet, darling. Does it have to be a theater person? And one so, well, public? I know you’re still smarting from David. If I’d known my brother was—”

“That’s over, Betty.”

“I can run interference for you, but once a reputation’s tarnished, there’s no polishing it. Evelyn Shimmerhorn is enormous. Can’t leave the house.”

“Would you leave Evelyn alone? I don’t care what people think.”

“You’ll care when you’re not called up for get-togethers. Why not let me fix you up? Honestly, David may be my brother, but he has his faults, God knows. You’re better off without him, but don’t rebound with some Frenchman just to spite him. Every man has a silhouette, you know, of the woman he’ll end up with. We just need to find a suitable man with yours in mind.”



“You must have better things to think about, Betty.”

Betty had been my biggest supporter since our first day at then-coed Chapin, when a boy in French class called me le girafon and she ground the heel of her white kid boot into his foot.

“If it were up to me, I’d have you and Paul both stark naked atop the Chrysler Building, but I’m trying to protect you, dear.”

To my great relief, Betty said she had to run. I followed her to the reception area, where she took the money tree and dropped it on Pia’s desk.

“I hope you don’t expect me to deposit this,” Pia said, leaning back in her chair, Gauloise in hand.

“Won’t you be a sight on Fifth Avenue? By the way, do you own a bra, Pia dear?”

“The word is brassiere.”

Betty tossed a dollar on Pia’s desk. “Take this, and buy yourself one. They’re cheaper in the children’s department.”

As Betty left the reception room, Paul bounded off the elevator, brown bag in hand, and held the door for her. Betty just gave me her best “I told you so” look and headed on her way.

Paul had come that day to iron out his visa issues with Roger, and I elbowed in on the meeting. I wanted to show my support for Paul, for it would surely convince Roger to help him stay. Roger had installed a Murphy bed in his office, and he’d left it down, the bed linens balled atop it like used tissues. It had not been productive sleep.

“I need to get Rena out of France,” Paul said.

Roger pulled an electric razor from a drawer and set it on the blotter. “We can try. The U.S. visa is a hot item. You saw the line. Even French citizens with U.S. visas are stuck in France. So few boats.”



“Rena’s father is Jewish,” Paul said. “Will that complicate things?”

I went to the Murphy bed and unballed the linens.

“Since Washington changed immigration quotas in ’24, everything’s harder now,” Roger said.

“She’d settle for a tourist visa.”

Roger slammed his desk drawer closed. “Would you get away from that bed, Caroline? Everyone in that line out there would settle for a tourist visa, Paul. Rena needs two sponsors.”

“I can be one,” I said, plumping Roger’s pillow. Was that lipstick? Rockette red.

“Thank you, Caroline,” Paul said with a smile.

“Shouldn’t you be helping Pia out front, Caroline?” Roger said.

I tucked the blanket edge under the mattress.

“Has Rena booked passage?” Roger asked.

“Yes, but without a visa, her ticket expired. She’ll rebook once she has the new visa.”

Roger turned on his razor and applied it to his cheeks, cleaning up stray hairs. Left to its own devices, that beard would have swallowed his face whole. “I’m not making any promises. More visa restrictions are due any day.”

“More?” I asked.

“You know it’s not my decision,” Roger said.

I lifted the Murphy bed up and into its wall closet.

“Can’t we expedite things? This doesn’t seem fair. Paul is a prominent French citizen, an ambassador to the world—”

“I’m at the mercy of the U.S. State Department, Caroline. A case of champagne only gets you so far.”

“I may go back to France for a visit,” Paul said.

“Go back, and you’re back for good,” Roger said.

I stepped to Paul’s chair. “Why not wait until spring?”

“It will be a very different situation by spring,” Roger said. “I would go now, Paul, if you’re serious.”



Paul sat up straighter.

“Of course I’m serious.”

Was he? I’d given him the reentry forms and he’d lost them, twice. Not that I wanted him to leave.

“Then you need to apply,” Roger said.

“I can fill out the forms for you,” I said.

Paul reached over and squeezed my hand.

“You must be eager to see your wife,” Roger said.

“Of course,” Paul said.

Roger stood. “It’s up to you, but if you’re in your room at the Waldorf when Hitler decides to move on France, you won’t be going back.”

The meeting was over. Paul stood too.

“Caroline, can you stay behind for a minute?” Roger asked.

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