“Steve-Quinn downplayed Alicia’s condition when she called you earlier. She’s worried about her.”
“To the point of calling the police?”
“No. At least not yet. You don’t have any idea who might have picked her up?”
He leaned back in his chair and looked up at Lattimore. “I have no idea. I’m sorry. I wish there was more I could do. Did Quinn have someone check her cottage in case Alicia went back there?”
“She’s on her way there now to see for herself.”
Steve was silent a moment.
“What is it?” Lattimore prodded him. “Steve, this conversation’s off the record. I have no more desire to see Alicia hurt than you or anyone else does.”
“What if Quinn misread the situation? She and Alicia have had their problems. I don’t want to get dragged into the middle of some squabble between friends.” He shifted his attention back to his monitor and tapped a couple of keys, clearing the screen. “Why did Quinn tell you? When I talked to her, she didn’t want to say anything.”
He had no intention of letting this kid know that he’d gone to Quinn’s office himself out of concern for her friend-before he knew about their encounter at the coffee shop. “She thought Alicia would turn up fine by now.”
Steve shrugged, unconcerned. “She probably still will. Alicia told me she and Quinn would always be friends but not the kind of close friends they once were. Hey, it happens, right? People go in different directions. From what I gather, they haven’t had much contact with each other since Quinn left here. Alicia could have new friends that Quinn wouldn’t know to call-”
“Do you know any names?”
“We aren’t that buddy-buddy.”
Something in his eyes didn’t feel right to Lattimore. He decided Steve was being disingenuous-he cared more about Alicia Miller than he wanted to let on. A romantic interest? Gerard would never put the two of them together.
“If you hear of anything, let me know.”
Eisenhardt nodded. “Sure. Of course. Are you worried?”
Lattimore thought a moment. “Yes,” he said. “Yes, I’m worried.”
The younger attorney swore under his breath, but Gerard left, already late for a meeting that would drag on through dinner. Another night, he thought, that he wouldn’t have time to stop at the house and see his kids-another night his ex-wife could use to prove her point: His work came first. Before her, before their children, before his own health.
And she was right. It had to be that way, at least while he was a deputy assistant attorney general. To pretend otherwise was dishonest, a disservice to himself and everyone he loved.
His ex-wife had wanted the goodies without the sacrifices.
No one, he thought, could have it all.
6
The osprey…
Cold rain pelted onto Alicia Miller’s bare head and her red kayak, into the cockpit, drenching her to the skin. Lightning lit up the gray sky, followed by a roar of thunder. The waves had kicked up, frightening her.
Sobbing, shivering, she tried to slow her racing thoughts and control the rush of panic, the sudden spasms in her arms and legs. Especially her legs.
I’m going to die.
The osprey will kill me…
“Why?” she screamed, stabbing the paddle into a three-foot swell. “Why am I out here? What am I doing?”
Her words were lost in the wind, the rain, the pounding surf. She couldn’t see. Everything was gray. Where was the land? Where was Quinn’s cottage?
“Quinn! Help me, Quinn!”
Why should Quinn help me? I haven’t been a good friend to her, to anyone.
Negative self-talk…Alicia remembered she was supposed to avoid it.
She felt the kayak bump against something firm.
Land?
She looked up, into the rain.
Above her, suspended on a pole, was a sprawling, giant, frightening bird’s nest, a mass of sticks and twigs and dead grass.
Her heart raced even faster. She couldn’t suppress an overwhelming sense of doom.
I don’t want to be here. The osprey…
She’d been paddling forever. She didn’t know where she was. The cove? Was this Quinn’s osprey nest?
The kayak bumped against the pole, turning sideways into the surf. The men in the car-she remembered them.
Travis.
One was called Travis, and he had encouraged her to take the kayak out. By himself. She didn’t know what had happened to the other one. She remembered Steve getting out of the car back in Washington.
Travis’s voice had been so soothing.
“Kayaking’ll calm your nerves. Nothing like a good paddle.”
But the ospreys-he knew she was afraid of them.
He hadn’t mentioned the dark clouds moving in from the west. She saw them and assumed they meant nothing.
She’d shoved her kayak into her car. He hadn’t helped her. She drove out the loop road by herself and launched in a pretty spot, where there was a strip of sandy beach and she wouldn’t have to deal with the slimy underwater grasses that were by the cottage.
No one was around on the loop. No one had seen her put in her kayak.
Steve-what had he been doing in the back of the car with her?